Impossible: 220

You're impossible but lovely
So impossible to win or please
I'm wearing you out, just wearing you out

Friday. Hurrr.

Nothing Left To Say: 219

Another day has come and gone
And I've been holding in..
Not holding on

Thursday.

Little Lion Man: 218

You're not as brave as you were at the start
Rate yourself and rake yourself,
Take all the courage you have left

Wednesday.

Cape Cod Kwassa Kwassa: 217

As a sophomore
With Reggaeton
And the linens
You're sitting on

Tuesday.

Take It Off: 216

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

Munday. Ortho. THEY'RE COMING OFF ON DECEMBER 6TH.

Strawberry Fields Forever: 215

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.
It doesn't matter much to me.

Woke up late.

This includes homework.

Since I didn't have any, SUCK ON THOSE NUTS.

Did nothing.

The Prayer: 214

I don't need to worry 'cuz I know the world'll feel this nigga
Blessing in disguise but I am not hiding who I am open your eyes bro

End of the second six weeks, it was so so. I could've done MUCH better. Personal distractions are totally balls. Decided to go with mother to help out. It's cold, what a liar. I was freeeeeeeeezing in my deodorant smelling jacket, which now has dust to add to it's list of attributes. Took forever to set up, plus I have been attacked by two ridiculously large spiders today, and it's not even 2:50PM yet. I am never coming back here again. Both times I had to embarrassingly wait for assistance from complete strangers. At least I shrieked once, but it's still pretty bad.

Sabrina & her cousin & her mother came to visit, I'm at home again.

I haven't updated in forever, and even though I don't have internet access right now, I can still type up my bloggers from days that I missed. Monster shirts, ewwwwwwwwwwwww. 'I don't care' what you think completely exemplifies my physical appearance right now. But I reflect that, so whatever.

I feel like today will be eh. Contrary to the popular teenage belief, it is harder to be productive in anything aside from jamming and grooving when listening to deafening club music. Cause it goes on an onnnnnnnnnnn.

Seriously, I have to catch up on my bloggers from all this week, and the week before Halloween.

I've got my work cut out for me.

Closing, walalala I hurt my handdd. ): Home, I was dirty and tired. Soo much for getting homework done.

Rainbow Veins: 213

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone

Friday.

This Photograph Is Proof: 212

So we’re talking forever and
You almost feel better
But better’s no excuse for tonight
You see it’s never bad enough
To just leave or give up

Thursday, decided that since the math review made absolutely NO sense, I'd go to tutorials as an early bird. Mr. Lopez wasn't there, way to promise. Sat outside and waited, while finishing the rest of 8B. Toucan was waiting for the Calculus teacher that will be my teacher next year. I accidentally messed up his lunch. It was an accident, I said sorry. Glad I had company, Mr. Lopez finally came, and with him, a horde of people which do not understand PreAP PreCalculus. Mr. Lopez agrees with me regarding Evan's lack of knowledge. Worked on the review with Alec, he was being annoyingly bad at being discrete.

Walked around, got the requiz requirements for WHAP. Another essay, woooooooooooot. N O T. I realize that I'd like them better if I was allowed to type my WHAP essays. They'd be so much easier.

DIM, Mr. Evers was there. So much for my amazing idea of the Math robot to be made of theorems. It was a fail, so, it was time for using generic school supplies. I still tried, though. Labelled the body parts, and used different pictures for each limb. You know how I doooooooo. I was of the minority when asked who had finished their robots by the end of class. I asked Mr. Evers to hit me up with the time he comes early the next day, but it wasn't worth much, since I doubt I'll be able to, now that I think about WHAP.

Math test, it was alright. Slack and Gatsby, we run this.

Lunch, Kyle Dach and his ridiculity. Daniel started selling cookies, he used to selling lollipops. It makes me wonder if he lives an unfortunate life shared with his parents, he sucks at managing the money he is given, or if he is given no money at all. Oh, Daniel. Maybe he just enjoys baking... (;

Annie gave me some pointers on the test, while Bibs exploited my advantage.

English, we had ANOTHER subistitute. Mr. C, was pretty legit. He did voice acting, and could do a lot of cool stuff. I'm not going to deny his skills, but the class freaked out a lot more than necessary, not going to lie. Test, I thought some specific questions were hard, while the quotes were easy, as were the AP questions. I'm odd. We had to make some kind of flash for our SAT words, BULL.

I was having second thoughts about going to the Cedar Ridge Pep rally. I didn't realize it was ALL 4th period. Absences are BAD. It was alright, Bibs' mom was understanding.

Chemistry, got my terrible test grade back. Time to cry. Left to the pep rally.

We got there early, it was funny how Bibi takes the initiative, I could tell the lady didn't really want to let us in. Said hey to everyone. The Royalty's performance was amazing, I loved it, & I got chills. The cheerleaders had a lot more to do, especially compared to the Stony Point cheerleaders. There was a really sad competition/obstacle race. It was really sad, is all I can say. Then a group of teachers did a step routine. It sucked, HAHAH then we watched the actual step team. Oh Jasmine, you rock. BAHAH the large white women who cannot step, ON the Step Team. There was a segment where the three most prestigious of the Cedar Ridge band performed short solos. Cooper Wilson started breaking out in black people dance moves, it was hilarious, because you were watching it. Hahahah, best thing ever. I like the beginning of Cedar Ridge's fight song, but I don't like the rest of it, haha. During their Alma Mater, our group of people were having trouble with the Raider symbol, so we just stayed true as Tigers. (;

Hollered at the Royalty afterwards, it was great, I miss everyone so much.

We went to pick up her siblings from their gymnastics class, they are such precious kids. Back to Bibi's. She made me noodles & tea. (; Her dog is seriously like a giant, snuggly bear. I love him. The tea was really good, just saying. We went upstairs and watch Cash Cab, or something like that. It was a Game show in a taxi, hahah, we were really bad at answering the questions. Candy, blankets, and talkkkk. (: My momma came a little late, haha I had to print out the instructions to her house. (; "The giraffe."

Back home, I secluded myself upstairs, where I worked on my History Rought draft. It was hard, I kept falling asleep. I had to take off my jacket and wear shorts, in attempt to have the cold keep me awake. It kinda worked. (;

The rough draft only took FOREVER. And for another thing, I really had no idea what the hell I was doing. I felt like I was just being really repetitive and pointless. Which is why it was so long... oh boy. By the time I finished, I was really scared that it was going to take just as long for my requiz paper... thankfully, it didn't. I finished it a lot quickly, writing in the quick loopy handwriting. Screw lovely handwriting.

SLEEP.

Just kidding... SHOWER then sleep.

For What It's Worth: 211

Paranoia strikes deep Into your life it will creep It starts when you're always afraid You step out of line, the man come and take you away 

I've noticed how I tend to switch from present to past tense ALL THE TIME, which isn't a good thing, but whatever. Writing skills? Who cares about THOSE? Rode the bus to get to school, I was still groggy from the overload of sleep, and lack of rest to wake up early enough to come at the hour of emptiness in the school. I ran into Mr. Thomas on the way to his classroom, time for my quiz. I'm pretty sure I'll do awful. I did do awful.

So, so, so awful. Hate my life. Bibi and Katherine came to pick me up, I felt pretty miserable. Yay for support systems...

Finished the Skeletal/Muscular notes from the book. Slept. I wonder if it's my everlasting exhaustion, or my narcolepsy that makes me sleep in this class. I feel like I'd be 2389457238% better if I just dedicated a month to sleeping. The sad realization that this will most likely not occur until I am past the age of most worries disappoints me greatly.

Spanish, review games are eh to watch/engage in. Test, I did alright. Love Julian & Evan. Loaned Julian my iPod.

Lunch, retrieved my iPod with Bibs. Philosophy, spent the whole hour and thirty minutes watching the class struggle with Prezzi. It was actually not as impressive and cool as people say. I prefer old school, gimme dat PowerPoint. He has been cranky lately, indeed.

History, test time.

It was hard.

I didn't remember much.

That's what I get for half assing my notes for chapters 8-10. I'm so certain that I did terribly.

After school, StuCo. Mr. Duncan pretty much did everything he said he wouldn't for Red Cross, good thing I was there to witness it. Went to Asian Club to hear the ending, it was about Japan. It was really empty. Just saying. I hope it's not like that when I get my mother to make Kalbi for everyone.

Time to kill, visited Colling. It was eh, all the Varsity people skipped out. Novii, meh.

Waited for mother in the front. She was a few minutes late for the IB AP meeting for sophomores that was in the cafeteria. It was SO empty. There were literally, 6 students in there. Bibs had dance, but her mother was there. Got a lot of answers, regarding ACC E S, Stat Vs. Calc, CAS, and Regional Studies. Walked out with Bibi's mother, about how depressing the lack of attendees was. The Dutch and the cold, it's ridiculous. (;

Home, relaxed, ate candy, watched tv, and slept. The usual. I probably should've started the freaking rough draft for World History- I really would've if I realized how long it was going to take.

Regret, regret, regret.