For What It's Worth: 211

Paranoia strikes deep Into your life it will creep It starts when you're always afraid You step out of line, the man come and take you away 

I've noticed how I tend to switch from present to past tense ALL THE TIME, which isn't a good thing, but whatever. Writing skills? Who cares about THOSE? Rode the bus to get to school, I was still groggy from the overload of sleep, and lack of rest to wake up early enough to come at the hour of emptiness in the school. I ran into Mr. Thomas on the way to his classroom, time for my quiz. I'm pretty sure I'll do awful. I did do awful.

So, so, so awful. Hate my life. Bibi and Katherine came to pick me up, I felt pretty miserable. Yay for support systems...

Finished the Skeletal/Muscular notes from the book. Slept. I wonder if it's my everlasting exhaustion, or my narcolepsy that makes me sleep in this class. I feel like I'd be 2389457238% better if I just dedicated a month to sleeping. The sad realization that this will most likely not occur until I am past the age of most worries disappoints me greatly.

Spanish, review games are eh to watch/engage in. Test, I did alright. Love Julian & Evan. Loaned Julian my iPod.

Lunch, retrieved my iPod with Bibs. Philosophy, spent the whole hour and thirty minutes watching the class struggle with Prezzi. It was actually not as impressive and cool as people say. I prefer old school, gimme dat PowerPoint. He has been cranky lately, indeed.

History, test time.

It was hard.

I didn't remember much.

That's what I get for half assing my notes for chapters 8-10. I'm so certain that I did terribly.

After school, StuCo. Mr. Duncan pretty much did everything he said he wouldn't for Red Cross, good thing I was there to witness it. Went to Asian Club to hear the ending, it was about Japan. It was really empty. Just saying. I hope it's not like that when I get my mother to make Kalbi for everyone.

Time to kill, visited Colling. It was eh, all the Varsity people skipped out. Novii, meh.

Waited for mother in the front. She was a few minutes late for the IB AP meeting for sophomores that was in the cafeteria. It was SO empty. There were literally, 6 students in there. Bibs had dance, but her mother was there. Got a lot of answers, regarding ACC E S, Stat Vs. Calc, CAS, and Regional Studies. Walked out with Bibi's mother, about how depressing the lack of attendees was. The Dutch and the cold, it's ridiculous. (;

Home, relaxed, ate candy, watched tv, and slept. The usual. I probably should've started the freaking rough draft for World History- I really would've if I realized how long it was going to take.

Regret, regret, regret.

Tiffany Blews: 210

Oh baby, you're a classic like a little black dress
You're a faded moon stuck on a little hot mess
And oh baby, you're a classic like a little black dress
But you'll be faded soon stuck on a little hot mess

I basically stayed up all night last night to paint my Reflections entry, which is sloppy, but you know. So much for conquering tradition. Soooooooo much for that. So much for studying for the chapter 10 quiz I have to make up, I don't really understand chapter 10 OR 9. It figures that I wouldn't get the chapters with Christianity. Christianity makes everything harder for me. ): Poooooooop. Roughly 2 hours of sleep before I had to wake up to take a shower. I HATE morning showers. Especially when it's this cold. I lurve my comfy life. I had to print out another copy of the Reflections forms because I lost the one from a month ago, but it turned out to be a masked blessing- there was another form I had to fill out, one with consent for the publication of my name. Good thing I'm a klutz who loses everything.

Went to school at 7:30AM, goddddddddddddddd momma. In preparation for the English Great Gatsby test, and not willing to base all of my knowledge off of the book on memory that has been weathered for a year. I sat in that awkward bench that is built to erupt out of the wall following the breezeway towards the fork of A wing, and C wing with my Starbucks. Time to readdddddd. Read more than half of the book when Gacasan and Kdang and Raman came to holla. I dislike it when people ask to look at the painting, because I can't say no without sounded pretentious, or rude, 3r both. I hate it when they gush over how great it is, because being embarrassed is quite frankly one of the most painful emotions for me. I loathe it when they ask me who is who, and cannot answer because of my lack of sufficient portrait-ing skill, or their lack of general knowledge over some of the world's most influencial persons. Blarg. Walked with Reno and Katherine, made him hold it out of embarrassment. Met up with Bibs.

Solution to my issues #2349238492384: providing space.

Walked around, finally went to DIM, it was pretty kjhgkjsdf ): I dislike this kind of attention. We had a substitute. He was black, had a funny last name, and didn't know anything about anything. Awkward man. I read more Gatsby. WOW, WAY TO GO MR. EVERS. He actually wrote in the substitute's plans that Austin & I were good at PhotoShop, so struggling people(s) will be indefinitely assisted by at least one of us.

I pulled the douche move and admitted my lack of PhotoShop experience, while promoting the idea of Teacher Canary.

Moses, Preston and Nick, ha. ):

Mathematics, we were synchronized with B Day's flailing Pre IB PreCal class since we spent the last class as an extra remedial class over the homework. Review time. Solution 2 is underwayyyyyyyyyy! It was a fail, though. Even though I didn't see the text at the time it was sent, I don't.

I sat with Joe, Matthew, & Yessica. They're sweet, though more gossiping occurs when graphed alongside productivity. Way to go Laura Chang, I didn't look closely on the double printed review, and started on the back side, of 8C. It was ridiculous and difficult, with many circled numbers, questions marks, and blanks on my answersheet. But then, starting 8B did allow me to realize my error. 8B was waaaay easier, thankfully. I barely started when it was time to go. Lunch bunch crunch brunch. Rhyme faaaaaaail.

I thought about leaving during lunch to finish Gatsby, but I didn't. Music spaces me outtttttttt.

English, turns out all we're taking is the short writing part of the test. GOSH DANGIT. It was only a paragraph too, for reasons of punctuality. Not for us, for Mr. White, who did in fact, finally shave. Much betterrrrrrrrr.

I spent all class on it, materialism was fuzed with everything I remembered from my characterization essay for extra credit over Daisy. I hope it was slightly more organized than my essay for Of Mice and Men, which I acknowledge was like a mess, in that it was all over the place.

Chemistry, time for tests. Shitttttttt, I did forget to study for something aside from the chapter 10 quiz, after all. It was hard. I was confronted, but no, I don't hate anybody. Love you guys.

Spaced out for the rest of class.

After school, nothing. Time to catch the bus. I almost missed it again. We The Kings for the whole ride, home. I don't lose my house key if I leave it in my makeup bag that I never seem to open during the school day. Studying for the history test tomorrow? I should've started by taking off my portable bed. Instead, my mother came home to my wiped out ass on the warm leather sofa, with the hum of the television matching my breathing. Woke up, and went promptly to bed. I am definitely not ready for tomorrow.

Nemo: 209

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again

I managed to wake up today, despite my extreme exhaustion. Woaaaaaaah, I'm not dead, or infected with some crazy disease. I conquered The Quarantine. Suck my nuts. Had a full fledged meal for breakfast, awwwww yeah.

Katherine left her astringent at my house. She's being silly, and it's getting on my nerves only a tiny bit. We walked around this morning, ran into Moosie, TayBay, and Kyle. Chilllllllllllllllllllllll mayne. Apparently, I missed the HOSA meeting this morning. I hate that they're on Monday mornings now, instead of Friday mornings. I woke up too late to be there on time anyways. November 30th is the deadline to take the online test for Medical Terminology.

Took test in Principles of Health science, I got the EASIEST QUESTION EVER wrong. I got the question about the number of bones in the body wrong. IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII am a dummy. But it's all good. My grade for this six weeks isn't this good, not going to lie, 98, but that's only because I'm not trying, literally. All I do in this class is sleep. Sleep, and listen to my iPod. Forreal. It's unhealthy. I ought to start doing my work. Maybe if we were actually doing something in class... I don't know. Hector in his ROTC uniform. Cracks me up, cracks me up. I started feeling really bad near the end of class, I was really sluggish, and I couldn't even work efficiently. What should've been done ages before class ended, wasn't even finished by the time we had to turn it in. But, obv no one else finished it either, so I was golden.

Spanish, I was really feeling miserable by then. Evan Toucan was being a sweetie, though. Julian was skipping. Everyone was being really loud and rambunctious and it was driving me crazy. Group games? Participation is a PBBBBBBBBBT. I made my Day of the Dead picture very attractive, though.

Lunch, still felt pretty rotten. I was too scared to eat anything in case it was my tummy. Bibs is a sweeeeetiepie. Me gusta ella. We walked around and visited Mr. Strickland's class before Mr. Duncan's.

Mr. Duncan's class, I realized why he was so strange during Safe Trick or Treat, and now I feel like a doucher, despite my lack of involvement. We talked more about math and numbers. 13! Favorite number- Population Growth Statistics, wooooooot. I finished 3 & half of 2. But I was still not feeling good, and writing wasn't helping. I was sucking it up a lot more near the end of class, but yeah. Emailed Mr. Duncan what I'd got.

WHAP, walked there feeling extremely unprepared and unsure. Thankfully, the rest of the class felt just as, if not more discombobulated, so it was all good, in the hood. Went over DBQ's, and I left before they took the quiz, SCORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRE. So, really, the only homework I have is to reread Great Gatsby and study for tests.

Study.

Hrmmm.

I also have to finish Reflections today, SHITTTT.

Typing this on my laptop in the car, on the way to my Orthodontic evaluation. Hopefully it goes well, but quite frankly, I doubt it.

The Way She Said: 208

Why don't you say so?
I think I'm caught in between
The nights and days fly by
When I'm lost on the streets
And my eyes, they despise you for who I am
Why don't you say so?

Happy Halloween! Happy day, my alarm clock was set for Katherine's ridiculous morning showers, who was determined to wake me up after her shower. We ended up making a mess of my bed, way to be. SHOWERING ALL UP IN HEYA. Then we chilled, and I made Macaroni N' Cheese. It was so-so to me, Katherine really liked it. Makes me happy. Talked, and then we walked to Walgreens through the magical passageway to get fake eyelashes for out costumes.

Katherine curled her hair while I sat on the toilet, and we talked. She kept taking breaks, whatta lazy butt. Then we got our makeup and whatnot done. It took only forever. She was horrible at pinning on the safety pins, jk. Ahaha, it was so ticklish. Then I went Momzilla on her, and made her clean her massive amount of mess all over the floor.

Thennnnnnn, we hung downstairs and watched Jeepers Creepers and Beetle Juice while we waited for children to go trick or treating, since we didn't want it to be awkward and start early. When we started, it was pretty dark. Ahahaha, my neighbor, the police dude was giving out glowsticks, so people wouldn't get run over by cars. Best thing ever.

We got a pretty good amount of candy for my lame neighborhood- we were supposed to meet at Bibi's at 7, but we couldn't go because we didn't have a ride. ): Lame. But my mommy said that she'd take us when she got home from work. Saw Hannah, and saw lots of scary little children. I don't know why they'd dress up in such scary outfits- holy cow, Katherine and I were such scaredy cats. It was pitiful. Katherine was wearing her heels everywhere, and I was getting genuinely worried for her wellbeing. It was becoming quite a hazard. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaang. But then she was okay, so we walked back home, and then my mother took us to Lake Forest, where Bibi and the gang were at. We met them right next to the Lake Forest pool; there was about 25 or so people? Pretty crazyy. The suckish part was that they were all done, and they were all just heading back Bibi's house, to watch a movie. JClem stopped by his house to get the movie, Quarantine. He said that it was the scariest movie he's ever seen in his life.

We all went upstairs and started watching the movie. Eventually, a group of us got so scared, that we all went downstairs to watch High School Musical. This group obviously included me. It was a blastsicles. It was even the sing along version. Unfortunately, it was my first time watching High School Musical, which was why I couldn't really sing along to it. ): Siddhi, Bibi and TayBay were totally going all out though, it was hilarious and amazing, and Benta was dancing like woahhh. It was the bestest. We skipped to all the songs, and Kcubed explained the plot to me. Pretty simple, pretty Disney. We went back upstairs when the movie was over, andddddddddd Katherine, Bibi and I went to her room, where they sang along to the High School Musical soundtrack, while I sat in the hammock/chair, and listened. Then we went back to face QUARANTINE.

So this movie is pretty darn freaky, and I didn't even watch most of it. It was pretty messed up. The ending was especially scary. Afterwards, everyone started filtering out, and when I called my mother to have her come get us, I got so scared.

My mother didn't pick up the house phone, or her cell phone after many calls. Then she angrily picked up, saying that she was in the shower. My bad. Hahah.

The 3 of us hung out and talked for a while; Katherine wants to kidnap Benta. She is pretty adorable, with her high pitched voice, and her super long, skinny legs.

Home, we packed up Katherine's stuff, and dropped her off. I miss her place.

I really, really, really, REALLY didn't want to go to bed after watching a grand total of probably 10 minutes of the movie. I made my mom stay there while I washed my face, and packed my school bags. When she left, I resorted to listening/watching Meet the Robinsons to stay awake. I was too tired, and I couldn't keep my eyes open.

But I didn't die, so we're all good in the hood.

Sandcastle Disco: 207

I'm a cool old Jane with a skip on my feet,
I play tough as nails with my heart on my sleeve,
I'm nothing but a sandcastle, baby don't blow me away
Away...

Katherine came over. At 5AM. You know, that's pretty early. But I'd wake up for her anydayyyy.

We went back to bed, then woke up again at around noon. We had toastttt, Katherine is so daring with her Cinnamon Apple & Raspberry jam. I lurve me some Apricot Pineapple! We FaceBook creeped, and talked a lot. We watched Cartoon Network while I painted. Hahah, Katherine was chasing the sunlight as it traveled across the carpet floor. It was pretty funny. ((;

Decided to go to Bibi's tomorrow for Halloweeeeen.

Gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh dangit, it's freezing. I hope it's not cold tomorrow. Katherine made fun of me because I dislike wasting water by dumping it down the sink. ): Jerk. Being green is a good thing.

Found out that Katherine is extremely fond of kalbi. Sweeeeeetness, we were worried that she wouldn't like the food. Broccoli is just a tiny tree, hahaha. ((;

My room has clothes all over the floor. Way to go, Katherine, hahaha.

Didn't do any homework, it's a good thing I didn't really have any. Chill day.

(: Bed together, both feeling gross, because it was too cold/late for a shower.

Truthful Timothy & Jack Sparrow. Night lights are the shiiiiiiiiiiiz.

Icebox: 206

But I got this ice box where my heart used to be
Said I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Friday, safe trick or treat. Epiphany?

Crush: 205

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Thursday.

I Stand Corrected: 204

No one cares when you are wrong
But I've been at this far too long
To act like that when we should be
In perfect harmony

Wednesday. (:

Do You Remember: 203

There's nothing left to say.
Don't waste another day.
Its just you and me tonight,
Everything will be okay.

Tuesday. I woke up too late to go to Pay It Forward. I got to school at Kate time- 8:45AM. Got my stuff for the competitive events; I'm doing Medical Terminology with Vincent and some girl I don't really know. We're going to study together with Graceeeeeeeee.

Presented in 5th, my 'partner' had no idea what the heck she was saying, and sounded SO incompetent. I hope it wouldn't affect my grade, but it probably will. Slept rest of class.

Spanish, we had an old substitute. Holy cow, I love him so muchhh, so chill. We had two easy assignments that we finished in like, two seconds. Julian hated me for being scared of Crystal Castles. Now he loves me because I like Crystal Castles. Rot is still scary though. ):

We sat on the floor and listened to Crystal Castles, while people camwhored. I was camwhored too. ): Aha, Mia's camera. "I HAVE to touch it..." The sub even let us steal candy from Mrs. Vargas's special box thing. c: Red Crossssssssssss, "People can join, they won't know when anything's going on, though." (; Bahah, I'm glad it's just the four of usss.

Lunch bunch, Reno is so whipped. Yuran is a bootyhole, and Bibi and I creeped on Mr. Personal Trainer. Hahah, those white jeans. Drama llama.

Philosophy, we finished Finding Forrester, it was okay. I finished the Morals Dilemma assignment first. Poor Nathan, and he was awake the whole movie. Slept and talked about being needy, siblings, and getting ripped.

Andrino is a liar.

WHAP, aksfh89ehfjka thank god we were working on DBQ's all class, I didn't finish my notes for chapter 10 HAHAHAHAHA. And I still have a 100, people say this class is hard? DBQ's are so easyyyyyyyyy, jaysus.

Buses, I missed my fucking bus again. Goddamnit. But Hanna and Kayla missed it too, so Kayla got her mommma to take us to 7-11 and home. My first slurpee ever, Cherry Fanta.

Wahh, JD got a rash. I don't know if it's contagious, but he was rubbing himself all over Yuran, who got it all over me. ): I'll go wipe myself on Gerardo.

Home, I got Katherine hooked on Scooby Doo. HE LOOKS LIKE YURAN, FORREAL. Woahmyg. We figured out who the gang was. Dumb Katherine couldn't decide who was Shaggy- TEACHERS NEED TO SHAVE. She should be Velma, only she's not smart. (;

Worked on the Reflections, and a shirt for Red Cross, apparently it was really nice. GAHFIASUH ROCKSPORTS SDJKG I like CustomInk better.

Spent forever on it. I'm glad momma fixed the tv, I can watch my Adventure Time upstairs while paintingggggggggg, aharharharharhar.

Friday at Katherine's, Saturday, she'll be over. Maybe we'll go Trick or Treating with Bibs, Riddhi, Siddhi, & JClem's gang on Sunday.

Bedddddddddd.

(If You're Wondering If I Want You To) I Want You To: 202

The moon was shining on the lake at night
The Slayer t-shirt fit the scene just right
Smeared mascara, I looked into your eyes, I saw a light
You told me stories about your chickadees

Monday, 7:38PM. School, I went to Chemistry for requizzes. I flipped shit because I did awful FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Walked Katherine to class, then I was late to my class, but we were supposed to have a substitute that wasn't there, so I was okay. There was no teacher in the classroom when I got there, so no tardies for me, YESSSSSSSSSSS.

Our substitute stood us up, so Mr. Churchill had to watch the class. Austin taught the class, what a sweetheart. I did my short answers for English, shwoop.

Math, we were split into groups, where we worked on Radians. I HATE group work, no matter who it's with, seriously. Short quiz, easy peasy rice and cheesy.

Lunch, the lunchline broke, and I was being a bitch about it.

English, we took a Great Gatsby quiz, and I did pretty good. Took notes afterwards, forgot my notebook. Pooooopy. Slept a lot, muy facil, with an accent.

Chemistry, quizzes ruin me. Everyone was jammin'. I got the dumbest question on the test wrong, I wasn't reading the question correctly, and assumed it was talking about groups, while it was talking about periods. I felt pretty gross. I dressed cute today, because it was hot outside and didn't need a jacket, but my logic backfired. If it's really hot outside, obviously everyone will turn the AC waaaaay up inside the school. Duh. Gosh dangit. Oh well, it's cold tomorrow, I'll wear a jacket tomorrow.

After school, I went to Mr. G's. He didn't have Acrylic white paint, though, so it was a waste, and I probably should've just went on the bus ride home.

Mother fixed the tv upstairs, and cleaned up the house completely. Miracle worker? I think yes. I set up my stuff upstairs so I could watch my Scooby Doo & Adventure Time while I painted my stupid Reflections.

Goshdangit, I was all up and on my dumb bloggers. Then this weekend happened, and I'm behind again.

Katherine's staying the weekend.