Skyway Avenue: 193

'Cause if you jump,
I will jump too.
We will fall together,
from the building's ledge.
Never looking back at what we've done,
we'll say it was love.
'Cause I would die for you,
on Skyway Avenue.

Saturday. I woke up at 2:30PM, and I wasn't sure when Jordan was getting me, so that was a problem. Saw th Chili's message late, but it was all good. She picked me up at 4:30PM, went to her house with Maddi & Blanca. Jordan, Maddie, Me, Blanca, Lauren, and Tara got ready at Jordan's place. Eyelash curlerssss and flower perfume and hot bathrooms.

We got lost at Old Settler's, then took a bunch of picturesssss. We ate Chili's at a picnic table, they made it candlelit, bahaha. We took more pictures, and then some tiny, Mexican boy came by and started screaming random, untranslatable Spanish. Apparently, he thought that the presence of the candles implied that it was someone's birthday, and thus, he came over so that he could have some cake. Ahaha, when he reached over for the candle, to blow it out. "NO!" We all flipped balls. Anyways, that was the most random thing, ever. Watching Blanca and the little boy rapidly fire Spanish at each other was crazy, but super cool, since I could understand everything that was going on, just from listening to Blanca's context.

On the way to the dance, wooo. We got there, and it was SUPER dark, huge, & loud. It was much more crowded than Stony Point's, but the cafeteria is WAAAAAY bigger which is an A+. The balloons were probably a bad idea, as kids just sucked up the helium from them. So were the strobe lights, people couldn't even face the stage. Plus some kid had a seizure, HAI EMT. That's how you do it, Cedar Ridge. And you couldn't request music, which was balls. I was totally looked forward to 'Like A G6.'

After a little bit, my eyes adjusted, and I could see people. We danced, and went crazy. Ahahahahaha, Tyler & Ryan dancewiched me, and made a whole bunch of other people hoin in. I felt so caged in! Everyone grew so much. SIERRA! That white girl can groove. (; Ahaha. I miss Bradley, I haven't seen him in forever. I miss that boy. "Since I'm never going to see you again..." Ahahahah. It was kinda awkward how close knit everyone was, considering all the recently breakups and drama. But it was ALL OKAY. I dropped off my purse & shoes in the back corner, with the soccer chicks' stuff. We danced until it ended, at 11PM.

Everyone was going to Anthony's after party, but I honestly could not see how. I was so exhausted, all I wanted to do was go to BED. Mrs. Maranto got us, and we piled in, and went back to her house, where we picked up our stuff (all of my stuff in my Hello Kitty box, courtesy of Sabrina). Then, Holly was dropped off, and Jordan, Mrs. Maranto, and I went to Chili's to pick up Journey and her friend, and then dropped me off home. Haha, Mrs. Maranto is the best. "Are they in the bar?! They are!" "They be boozin' it up."

Home, BED. I barely managed to wash my face before hitting the hay.

Secret Valentine: 192

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl
start suddenly shaking inside

Friday, came early, hung out with the Asians for a bit, then I hung out with Katherine & Devon. Walked around, took forever to find my couselor for my stupid bus pass. )):

It was in the 9th grade hall. It was weird. Timmmme for class. The weather is so perfect, I love it.

DIM, was working like a machine, then a college lady came from DeVries. We did group interactive activities with PDA's. It was so legittt, that's how you sell your school, bby. Also worked on my bloggers a bit during DIM.

Math, Mr. Lopez wanted to give us a 'relaxed' Friday, by giving us a worksheet/easy group project about triangles. It was basically impossible, and it caused an immense amount of stress. I almost cried, thanks Josh. In the end, we all just crumpled the worksheet and played basketball. We got a super easy geometric sequencing homework, instead.

Lunchhh, Bibs wasn't there. ): I went back to the lunch line 3 times. I am SUCH a fatty. "They're so cute!" as opposed to, "He looks like a sloppy hobo." Ahahaha, I love Katherine. Kyle switched out of our English classss. ): He's going to regret it. Poophead.

English; we had a brown sub, she was pretty chill, she totally supported mp3's. We worked on a dumb AP multiple choice thing, then 'watched' "Of Mice and Men." I slept. With my iPod in. Yurrrrr, Secret Valentine.

Chemistry, it was awwwwright. We didn't have any quizzes or anything, we only had to go over homework, but that only took no time. Slept a bit, but the boys were being fools.

After school, waited with the crewww, but it became awkward after a while. Went with Chaaru on her bus home. We played Wii until Julie came over. Super Smash Bros. (; Marthhhhh.

Started Zombieland, I love the movie. Jordan came after the first 1/3. "I want my caddy back!" I love that movie. So, so, so, so much. We ended really, really early, so we ate pizza, then played Mario Kart. Wooo team Stony Point. Reppin'. After Jordan & Julie left, we played vs. 100 while my mother was getting lost.

Home, Grey's Anatomy, blogger. Homecoming with my Maranto tomorrow.

August Is Over: 191

To the night you drove me wild
And you crashed into me
And I won't lie
I wish it lasted a lifetime

Thursday. I woke up early at 6:30AM to finish my WHAP notes for Chapter 8, but I was too exhausted. Went back to sleep. 7:30AM, get ready for school.

Came early today, so I could get my form signed by the principal for Up & Coming. Turns out the office doesn't open until 8:30AM. Pooop. Went with 35 to Ms. Vargas's. She wasn't there, so we finished the workbook pages outside on the freezing curb. It's all because he didn't shave, darnit.

Walked around with Katherine and Bibi until I had to go back to the office to get my Up&Coming permission slip signed, yay Alec and his brilliant-ness. Dropped it off in the office for Mrs. Maranto, she's so amazing. Boooooo, mall area.

We went to Mr. Duncan's, where I creeped on his totally adorable kid. "Daddy. Daddyyyyyy. Daddddddddddddyyyyyyy, is this your's? Are you taking it home?" He was so cuteee, and I don't even like kids. We watched A Bug's Life, and I turned in my essay.

Now, I take school pretty seriously, more so than most, and I am frequently called out for it (thanks, best friend), but seriously. I have nothing to say to Principles of Health Science aside from the fact that that class is truly a blow off class. Especially for sophomores who basically took the exact same class last year. We did medical math conversions today. So challenging.

Spanish, as though she was apologizing for not being there this morning, Ms. Vargas brought some weird buttery, pastries. They were yummy, I shared with Evan as a peace offering. We spent all class going over everything, very helpful, since I SUCK at preterit/imperfect.

She passed out the instructions for the art project, partnered with Evan. Oh boy. I am concerned for the well being of my grade. Preterit/imperfect quiz, HRRRRNNNNNNN AUGH EFFORT LET'S GO. I wonder if I did well. Probably didn't, aw balls.

Skipped lunch and went to the library like a true nerd. I had to finish taking my WHAP notes for chapter 8 since I repeatedly failed to do so last night, and this morning. It was actually really "peaceful," just like in the books. I took advantage of wearing such a huge, enormo jacket, and masterfully jammed out while doing my notes. It was actually really short, and took me only like 15-20 minutes to finish. Left to go back to lunch.

Boy, did I feel like a total nerd for working in there, and not minding it? People wear me outttt, I think that's the cause for my fatigue that's been paining me for the past few weeks.

Came back to lunch to chill with the Bibsterrrr, we chilled in the bathroom. We always see the most awkward things in there. Different everyday. Silly girl wanted to roam the D hall for awhile too. Whatevvvvs.

Philosophy, we had the booming substitute again. We could choose new seats. Since Bibi and I were chilling in D hall, we got crappy seats. Awwww well. I usually don't mind being in the front, since I have the shittiest eyesight imaginable, but I seriously, really, truly minded today. That substitute didn't really know much- but among the things he knew, he knew how to freaking SCREAM. GOSH. Moral dilemmas. Like I said. Whatever.

WHAP, I was really nervous, this was one of the first days that Nathan was totally and completely USELESS. ): That, and I have an extreme hate for 10 minute essays. I think I did alright, though. We got a lot of old assignments back. Yaaaaay for all 100's. I hope I didn't just jinx myself. Knock on wood. Darnit, I'm in my bed, though. Whatever.

After school, saw Mr. G to ask about V.A.S.E. with Annie. Waited and missed my bus, for the 4574835734th time. JDDDDD that boy. I finally found his ticklish spot. His boooooty. But as for missing ridiculously magical, disappearing buses, for once, I wasn't the only one, and I gave Hanna and Zayna a ride home. We waited for my momma with Devon. VERSACE. Hahaha.

Home, finally organized my binder, and actually did some homework, woo. Didn't go to the videorecorded Leander game, or the Cedar Ridge Up & Coming game. I'm tired and lame, deal with it.

Good luck to all my loves at St. Marks.

Bed.

Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks: 190

Prescribed pills, to offset the shakes.

To offset the pills you know you should,

take it a day at a time.

Wednesday. And you know what that means. PSAT and Asian club. Didn't wear

Ate a nice breakfast, even though I overslept. Thhhhhhhhhhhhhat was poop. School, I kept hearing my name, echoing around. I couldn't tell where it was coming from. Apparently, Cochran was behind me the entire time, saying my name. Creeeeeeeeeper.

My PSAT room smelled weird, looked weird, with a strange teacher. I had Alec, Sharon, & Julian in my room. I was sooo exhausted. I was sooo tired. I was so everything. JD lied to me, and said he was in my room. ): He wasn't.

Maybe it's because Alec's jackets are like portable beds to me, but I was suuuuper sleepy. The fact that the PSAT was ridiculously easy didn't help. I actually resisted my urges to sleep, though. I checked my work and everything. Butttt then during the last two sections, I got sloppy and started snoozing. Sorrrrryy world. The math was easy, but some of the problems were so weird. I was like, wtf dawg.

Not.

Apparently, our strange smelling classroom, started late, because we finished like, right against the bell for lunch rang. Also, the lady who was passing our phones back was kind of retarded.

Lunch, the lunch ladies were meaner than usual, because the machine thingys that you punch your ID number into spontaneously busted, and thus, we had to handwrite our number, name, and dish down on a dingy notepad. Yaaaaaaaaaaay for cutting people you know in line.

English, I don't see why I've had so many substitutes recently. Chemistry, Spanish, Philosophy, World History, and now, English. He was old and strange, just like my Philosophy substitute. He got our agenda all messed up, therefore my lack of cramming during lunch really didn't hurt me. Good thing I finished the "I Just Wanna Be Average" moodle last night. Spent not a lot of time talking, and a lot of time being told to go sit in my secluded seat. I hate the number 15.

Chemistry, we got our tests and quizzes back from when we had the V foreheaded substitute. Oh, add him to the list of strange old men for substitutes. They were surprising. RADIOACTIVE TRACERS, THEY RUIN ME. But Alec and I were rockstars at the test. The quiz was so-so. Probably going to redo it. Awwww, Joshiepoo got into a bad mood, poor boy. I had to rub his hair to make him feel better. Bibi wanted me to pet her hair too, so I was in the most awkward position of hair petting, bahahha.

After school, buses with tha crew. I left to go to Asian club with Mary. The amount of people that go has toned down a bit, as they only swarmed for the food. It was over Russia. Russia, Russia, Russia. It was chill, I stayed with KDang and Roger. Afterwards, I waited for my momma with Julian.

Why does my mother think I'm dating every guy I hug? It's awkward and presumptuous.

Home, my mom made some STUFFING, HECK YES. Vacuum time. I finished my stupid essay for philosophy, then tried to start WHAP notes, but unfortunately, I was already working in my bed, which just resulted in my repeated falling in sleep. But I set my alarm for 6:30AM for tomorrow to finish. Like I'll come into WHAP without it done.

You Are The Only Exception: 189

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways

Tuesday, it's time for freakin' school. I didn't spend my weekend productively, I didn't do like, any homework at all. CRAP.

It's a B day, urgh. I like how we have substitutes in every class. Actually, I don't really care.

We literally did nothing productive to my learning in Principles, we took notes over stuff we took the exact same notes over, last year. taking notes in this class is horrible, I hate it.

Substitute in Spanish, she was really weird. She was talking about pig latin, and I think she didn't like Julian, or Evan. Jeeeeezus. Alec and I were actually productive, though. We actually finished our packets. Such cool kids. But, seriously? He needs to shave. This facial hair thing isn't growing on me. It's just. Growing.

Lunch, smunch. Gave Daniel a hard time for not being at Pooja's birthday party.

Philosophy. It was Philosophy. we had a substitute. I was supposed to finish my essay, but I didn't work on it at all. I'll do it tonight, like I do all my stuff at night. You know how I do.

WHAP chapter 7, Nathan didn't really prep me very well. Mia, Bibi & I took online quizzes and talked WHAP all class.

Daniel and his Young Champions perfume. I sprayed it all over Alec's Longhorns jacket. Now I smell like a Young Champion, aaaaaw yeah.

History. We had a quiz, it was soso. We got our chapter 6 quizzes back, I got a 90 and I cried. Then he fixed it, because I got the answer to Muhammed's birthright clan, correct. Then I stopped crying. c:

After school, "How are you getting home?" I walked around with Holt, like always. And then I missed my bus. (; Ahaha, first and last time I'll ever do this, ever. Not.

Momma got me, waited with Katherine and Devon. Katherine's dad got her, I waited with Reno. "I'm failing French with a 0." That boy. That African American.

Home. I slept all day. Woke up at 11PM to work on my essay. Finished it. It was pretty. Back to bed.

Animal: 188

Here we go again

We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just a cannibal

Monday, day off from school. I was planning on waking up at like, 7:OOAM to get stuff done, butttt obviously that didn't happen. Woke up at 1PM, because that's how I do.

There is something about the rush of getting stuff done last minute, that my body lives off of. I don't like it, and I don't really understand why, but why dehydrate your body? Spent the whole day sleeping, but not getting any rest. Started history. Stopped.

PSAT practice. Did awful. HAHAHAHA.

Sleep.

Adventure Time.

Finished English stuff at 2AM. Worked a little on my Philosophy essay during commercial breaks of Total Drama World Tour.

The things I will watch on television when I can't find the remote.

Momma and I put on facial masks and did our nails. Yay. (:

So I virtually did NO homework over the 3 day break, slept a lot, but am still exhausted, and didn't really hang out with anyone aside from Pooja's party.

Damn, I need a life.

Casablanca Sucked Anyways: 187

You make me sick with every move you make.
When will you find your place in this world?
Cause it will never be beside me again.

Sunday, I was right last night within my scattered thoughts before sleep.

Woke up at 3:30PM. Alrighttttt. Back to sleep.

5:20PM: Homework time.

OR SO I THOUGHT I didn't actually get anything done, somehow.

Went to sleep at like, 3AM.

What is wrong with me.

Have my birthday candles.

Matinee: 186

I time every journey to bump into you, accidentally
I charm you and tell you of the boys I hate
All the girls I hate
All the words I hate
All the clothes I hate
How I'll never be anything I hate

Pictures? EWWWWWWWWWWW Mirusha got all these candid shots of me. I didn't know she had flash on! = MEGA CHINKY.

Saturday, woke up late. Bahaha, Nathan not knowing where anything is. RAMEN YAY. I finished so many bloggers from my footnotes from the past week(s) yesterday. TV + Blogger = Productivity, evidently.

Started making Pooja's card. Sneezed. RUINED. Restart. Success! Empty space. Insert> Cats & Marshmallows.

Nathan took me to Pooja's; the DJ was SO LOUD. MY BRAIN WAS GOING TO SPLIT IN TWO. I didn't dance too much, it wasn't my style of music to be frank. Frank. Like Frank on Tosh.0.

Hung out with Nathan, my Maranto, and my Thibodeaux. Lovelies. We even hid in the corner and just talked, because my brain was being split into two. Just hanging outtt, you know how we do. I floated around groups of people to chill with: the Asians, the dudes, the debaters, and the sophomores.

Afterwards, present opening, and waiting for my lost mother upstairs with Marissa, Ashton and Pooja. Chilled. I love Pooja's houseee. Love, love, love. Aside from her creepy staircase leading to who knows where.

Home. Time flies. 4:11AM? I am not waking up early tomorrow.

Goodnight.

Hot N' Cold: 185

You're wrong when it's right.
It's black and it's white.
We fight, we break up.
We kiss, we make up.

Fridayy, one of the few Fridays that I won't be going to the game. Morning, I over slept the most I have all week. Wooo. 7:45AM. That's how we do.

I love the cold, but it makes me sleep way too freaking much. School, wearing Joshiepoo's jacket.

Mr. Rich's class. "Do your workkk! DO IT NOW!" Encouraging friend? I try.

Time for DIM, went to the Lecture hall again for a speaker from the Art Institute. She was really nice, and she was expecting. (: The website was super legitttt, we have a lot of speakers in this class. Like Principles of Health Science. Hahah, Mr. Evers. He's hilarious. "Real men smell like the woods. Nature, you know. Some sweat and wood."

Math, chilled. I'm getting these sequences. The quiz was totally not hard at all, I love my class. Haha, passed notes about feminine hygiene. It was hilarious. Math: gettin' it done. I really wanted my jacket back, but you know. "It's so comfortable!" "I'm never getting my jacket back, am I." "Nope, hahaha." Darnit.

Lunch rush is always crazy. But I always get there early now, thanks to Josh and Alec. "Push through the gaps!" But then I run face first into people's backpacks. Which is a problem.

Lunchhh with the fam. Kiki is silly. "Cardigan!" (: Awkward is becoming my norm.

English, actually did my stuff. Gatsby, then we worked on some Mike Rose. I got about 10 minutes of sleep, before I had to start getting it together. More homework, woo. Feels like school. Kyle's bandana, it's cute. Haha, a pizza party and puppets. Cute.

Chemistry, we had the V headed substitute. He DOES kind of remind me of the old man from UP. Only he's not adorable, and he probably needs/uses a hearing aide. We chilled all class, the quiz was bogus, since we weren't taught anything last class, and actually went over the notes for the material that the quiz tested us on AFTER the quiz. Fun. "One finger worm, bahaha."

More interesting talks, this time about other stuff. Josh is 'such' a d-bag, bahaha. After class, I gave Josh's jacket back. Alec still wouldn't give me mine back, so I got a Longhorns jacket.

JD is such a bum. I'ma hit his 'nads. JK, love the boy. Bus ride, it's time for a nap.

Home, Grey's Anatomy, Hell's Kitchen, and bloggers. Master Chef, too, ooohlala, why not.

If You Ever Come Back: 184

There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on,
And it will be just like you were never gone,
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat,
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now.

Thursday, boring, normal day. B day.

Not early, late like always. Hung out with Alec in Mr. White's room.

Asked Ms. Hart for the help on the anatomical positions. I hate anatomical positions.

Quiz in Hart, easy peasy. All the notes we took in class today, we took last year on the second day of school. There's no point in taking notes, because I already took them a year ago. Take them out of my binder from last year, and just vooop. Done.

Spanish time, we're doing skits for one of our projects! Supah hilarious. I wanted to be Amanda, then I wanted to be Patti, but now I'm stuck with Amanda. Oh wellll. Joshiepoo's jacket. Alec took my hoodie, says it's comfy. Notes, potes, lotes. Totally called the ending of Casi Casi. It was still kind of cute.

Kind of.

Lunch bunch wunch. Woo, setting people up. Bibi and me, we're mastersssss.

Philosophy. Sleep, iPod, and Nathan's robe over Joshiepoo's jacket. Yeeee. Warmnessss. He saves my lifeeee. Went with Bibi to ask Mr. Strickland's substitute for tomorrow's quiz, but after a couple minutes of walking around, we realized every Chemistry teacher had an off period for 7th period. Unfortunateeee.

History, we had a substitute. Hung out with my daughter, fun fun. Took a quiz, thinking I aced it. Maybe, hopefully. Gosh dangggg it.

Hahaha, Yuran's been pestering me all day, because I won't tell him why I'm 'mad' at him. I'm not mad, that fool. I just dislike liars. c: Let him pick me up if he'd drop it.

Home, nap, painting. Ramen, shower, bed.