I Did It For Love: 183

Loving you is causing me to change
And it hurts so bad it don't feel the same
And now my friends are asking me
"What did I do?"

Overslept, the weather is making me oversleep. Whichhhh resulted in my sluggishness as I came to school late. I brought Katherine's stuff again, for like the 298573928th time (more like 3rd), but I keep forgetting to physically give her the stuff. I told her to remind me about it today.

Mr. Evers room, woo it was boring. He gave me the tie guy quiz, following the headlights isolation and the BP oil spill clean up picture. He wanted me to spend the rest of the class helping other people with their tie guy quiz. Austin knew what he was doing, and the other kid I sit with smells. Bad. ):

Then there was a random fire drill. We went outside, I was scared that it was going to be really cold, so I wore the cardigan that I had washed for Katherine. Woooo. Creepin' on classmates? Ha.

2nd period, woo it's time for mathematics. Geometric sequences. Very easyyyy, much easier than Pascal's stupid triangle. Heehee. Almost finished all my work in class today, proud of myself. I loveeee the dumb football jacket of Josh's. I wear all of his jackets now.
Wheee. But at least I was wearing pants today, so it didn't look awkward, and LOOK LIKE I WASN'T WEARING ANY PANTS. Thanks, dresscode shorts.

Lunch timeeeeee, Annie gave me two cupcakes. I ate one.

English, went over Gatsby. I didn't do my dialectics, but it's a good thing I remember this book so well, since I loved it so much. It was kind of amazing how many people didn't understand the book. IE. NATHAN. But it's okay because he's my WHAP buddy. Heehee.

I should be doing my essay on whether or not knowledge is dependent upon experience in Philosophy. I'm listening to Secret Valentine, but I'm supposed to be watching 12 Angry Men. It's actually Thursday right now, but I'm just extremely lazy, as well as extremely BEHIND.

Time for 50 Essays = Time for bed.

Chemistry, we had a substitute. His head was so crazy. It was like the perfect shape of an egg, and like, he had those old people wrinkles all up in his forehead. It was kind of gross, and it was so developed, that it was formed a V shape. Like when birds are migrating to warmer lands in the fall/winter? Yeah, that's most definitely a V shape. Crazy.

We had the Unit 4 test, LOL I didn't study, but I think I did okay. I got a 98 on the last quiz, darnit. I didn't write 'amu.' Dumb units! I should've just wrote the alpha and beta decay particles, like Alec, and gotten them right.

Creeps. Gotta love 'em. And people who flip out. I love it so much, especially if it's not involving me aside from being a spectator. Worked on the lab, no one finished. I stole one of the plastic covered thingies. On accident, of course. It was so loud and crazy, I didn't even do anything.

Bus ride home. Still hate it. Teenagers who date just to date drive me crazy. I am so not into the stock market. Screw Wall Street.

I was trying so hard to not fall asleep when I got home from school today, like I have been everynight, since homecoming.

But I did anyways. Poooooooop. Whatever, finished my Spanish, math, and whatever homework I had left.

Hulu is so freaking distracting. It's like my new Facebook. I hate it.

Goodnight, Truthful Timothy.

Don't Jump: 182

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump

Tuesday, it's a B day. Morning, shmorning. I hate mornings now. Like, much more so than usual. I feel sick, I don't want to get out of bed, I stay in bed for hours. Well, more like 30 or so minutes. I hate school.

Sick, I don't care on days when the weather is this nice. Just wear jeans, a tee, and a big, non lumpy sweatshirt. That's how it should be. That's how it is.

Walked around. Went to Mr. Strickland's and finished math homework.

Went to Mr. White's. Went over my multiple choice score for the OMM test. It sucked. But it was alright, since I got one point higher than Nathan, haha. After all, I was the Nathan of 8th period AP World History.

5th period, anatomical positions. I hate this shit soooo hard. I hated it last year, too. But the notes are identical. It makes me happy, yet sad. Worked on my math homework while we played an anatomical positions game. I finished most of it, wooo!

Spanish time, woo imperfect. I hated this last year, but I totally get it this year. Amazing what one year, and Ms. Vargas can do. It was funnnn. Jacketo. Watched some more Casi Casi. The ending is so obvious.

Lunch with Yuran. This fool lied to me. );

Philosophy, slept during the movie, 12 Angry Men. iPod, yay. Mr. Duncan tells me the essay is part personal, part analytical, and part persuasive. Gee, teach, thanks.

After class, Yuran picked me up, like at homecoming. Waaaah, scary. That monsterrrr.

WHAP, kicked some freaking ass during class, hell yes for notes. I knew errything. Heck yes Arabs and Islam. 10 minute essays suck, though. Love me some quizzes. Next class, next class... Extra credit assignment. Worked with Michael. 15/20. We tied with AnnieHolt NewtonPhan. +5 points on our quiz, woo.

After school, waited with Holt for my mother. Haha, "how are you getting home?" That kid.

Home.

Sleep.

It's all I live for, now.

We're Going To Be Friends: 181

And we don't notice any time pass,
we don't notice anything,
we sit side by side in every class,
teacher thinks that I sound funny,
but she likes the way you sing.

My birthday picture, courtesy Alec. BFF. (:

It's Mondayyyy, why why why. God, I hate my life. I had to come early for mathhhhh with Alec and Joshiepoo. Then I had to run over to Ms. Vargas to turn in my extra credit moola, since Spanish is my lowest grade. Since the grades weren't due until 9:05AM. Inside trade secret? Not. I had to miss HOSA for the math tutorials. The fact that I have all my stuff on Mondays & Tuesdays drives me crazy. I preferred the HOSA meetings when they were on Friday mornings. Like I have anything on Friday mornings.

Monday mornings: HOSA, HSA officer meetings.

Monday afternoons: HSA meetings, Student Council meetings, Art Club.

Tuesday mornings: Drama club, Pay It Forward.

Tuesday afternoons: Orchestra.

Wednesday afternoons: Environmental Club, Asian Club.

I'm supposed to be like, doing debate after school everyday, but I really don't go to practise anymore. So exhausted.

Ewwwwwwww A week.

DIM: Photoshop stuff, Lesson 1. It's easy, I honestly enjoy textbook learning, because it's independent, and I can do it at my own ("ridiculously fast") speed. Bahaha, poor Austin.

Math: Aughhh. I remember this stuff, Pascal's triangle? It's not hard, but I just really hate Binomial expansion in general, it's GROSS AND TEDIOUS AND GROSS. Arithmetic sequencing is much easier, me gusta mucho. I like how he just gives us the work, and we just work with whoever at our own timeee, get a lot of time to talk about 'stocks' with Josh and Alec.

Lunch: Katherine's tummy was sad, so I walked her to the nurse.

English: We got new seats, poooooooop. I hate these Moodle assignments. I rarely read outside of school, and I also hate that I write extremely long responses, while everyone else writes shitty responses.

He gave us time to read chapter 3. I slept.

Chemistry quiz, I think I rocked it. NOT. I hate substitutes.

Home = Sleep.

Over It: 180

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt

Woke up later than usual, Homecoming was sooo exhausting.

Starting taking WHAP notes for chapter 6, ISLAM, HURRR. I hate religions.

Going to watch Easy A with Sabrina, her mom came to get me. We had to get pizza for church, or something or other. We went to Old Settler's to deliver the pizza, and it was my SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY. Super cool? I think yes.

I walked with the pizzas, to see Katherine and Annie awkwardly walking by. Seeing their faces wasn't a TOTAL giveaway, but it helped. (; I love it, I love Sabrina, I love Katherine.

Even Holt came, I was surprised. c: I remember a text he sent me only a couple days before: "On a scale from 1-10, how much do you love stuffed animals?" Soo clever, bahaha.

There was a scavenger hunt, and I was in the same group as Annie and Katherine, and I was basically a hoss at the scavenger hunt, just saying. When I went to go find my prize, a Mexican family told us that they witnessed some bitches taking my candy and eating all of it. Dumb bitches. Aw, well. It was still fun. I was basically an amazing person, and rocking out on it.

Everyone thought Cochran took the candy, hahaha. Afterwards, we ate the cupcakes. Ahahaha, it was so sad, watching everyone try so hard to set fire to the candles through the wind. Katherine smushed the cupcake ALL OVER MY FACE, HAHAHAH, it got in my hair and everything. It took a team of people to wipe it off of my face. We couldn't get it out of my hair, it was like hairspray, so we just pinned it back. We took a lot of pictures, I looked increds fuggo, but it was all good. c:

Hours of chilling, went home after sunset. Soo exhausted. But I got money and starbucks and a TRUTHFUL TIMOTHY and balloons and a cake and a humungo card and other cards and it was a fun day.

Love my besties, forever & always.

A Dream Is A Wish: 179

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep

Saturday, waking up at noon is the best. Missed calls while I was in the shower.

Had a message delivered through my mother that my date to homecoming was sick. Felt really awkward and hesitant to ask, but I went with crew. (: Morgan's house at 7 for pictures with Alec, Morgan, Claire, Josh, and Cheyanna. It was fun & cute, but because I was so tiny and always in the front, MY ARMS WERE SO AWKWARD TURTLE. I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE TO PUT THEM so I looked inCREDibly awkward. It was fun though.

We chilled in her lawn when it got too late for pictures, because Morgan didn't want to go 'on time.' (; Ride there, I know Josh's homework better than he does.

Dance! It was alrightttt, the decor was meh and awkward, there were loads of fish, but we just chilled and hung out. There was some drama, but it was fun. Ahahaha, Yuran making us all do the Cha Cha Slide. (: It was greatttt though, drama aside.

A group of 13 of us went to IHOP, I ate so much! Well, for my size. Sausages, scrambled eggs, strawberry pancakes, Alec & Morgan's sausages, Josh's salad, and some of Katherine's blueberry pancakes with the blueberry compote.

I think Homecoming was a success.

Ms. May took us all home, I was dropped off second after we got lost in Cheyanna's neighborhood. It was 1AM, so I feel bad for everyone else who got home at 2AM or later.

BED.

Electric City: 178

We the blast masters, the radiation
International coming to your nation
Feel the, feel the, feel the, feel the vibration
We killin', killin', killin' your radio station

It's a B day. It's a Friday. It's the last day of the first six weeks.

Wearing my mums today, I jingle like nobody's business. I went to the Tiger Dancer room, exchanged mums with Sabrina. Sweeeetiepie. Wearing my Cochran Crew tshirt, super huge on me, but it works.

Goshh, I couldn't move without people saying, "Dang!" or giving people awkward hugs, with my mums making contact with their body.

5th period, we had a chiropractor as a guest speaker. Dr. Ben. He was so legit, my respect for chiropractors has skyrocketed. His points were all so freaking valid, I don't even. They always existed, I just never cared. It was so amazinggg, holy cow. Respect, rep it. On another note, it was extremely difficult to try and be polite and NOT jingle, while I was itching an itch, shifting my leg, raising my hand to ask a question. It sucked, but he understood. After that class, I felt so freaking enlightened.

Spanish. I jingled all the way there. We got our tests back. CRAPSKIES, I did awful. Alec beat me. Hosh beat me. EVAN FREAKING DRUM MAJOR BEAT ME. Kill me. We watched an awful movie called Casi Casi, with terrible acting, terrible effects, etc. It stunk. Just chilled the whole time, in my suit jacket. I love this jacket.

Lunch time. Sitting with Sally, etc. Took pictures with Bibs, Pooja, and Matthew. c: I'm actually starting to smile in my pictures. Confidence is key.

Philosophy time, we 'replayed' the skit that is 12 Angry Men. It was awkward. I tried to flow it, but apparently, freshmen can't read off of a script. Das cute. During the (frequent) syntax of silence, my shifting because alarmingly apparent. Meaning, my mums were loud. Awkward.

World history time, Mr. Thomas wouldn't show us test grades. It sucked. I was crazy anxious, especially when he said that he wasn't going to show them to us until after the pep rally. Which was incredibly awkward. I got raped by the sea of masses when I was saying hi to people, which resulted in sitting with Michael and people who I RIDE THE BUS with. Awkward? I think yes.

Came back. I got a 99 on my WHAP test. I'm the Nathan Howells of AP World History, 8th period for Mr. Thomas's class.

After school, Morgan and her amazing mother came to get me. Ahaha, they got lost on the way here. Then we went and got Claire, & Claire's mother, then Bibi, then Hannah/Momma.

Homecoming game! It was so much funnn. The Cochran Crew united as oneee, bahaha Morgan is so cute. Game was so legit, everyone was there. Homecoming Dukeeee. C: It was SO crowded, I swear, we took up 1/4 of the home stands. Every time you get up, when you come back, you just squeeze in where you can. Good thing I have a tiny booty.

We all went to see Cochran at the end. Pictures, wicktures. The game had a lot of pictures.

Car ride back, Ms. May is such a sweetiepie. The ride back was pretty intense. Home, went straight to bed. It's been over a week, and I'm writing this now.

Notes and outlines work.

Pretty Girl Swag: 177

This, right here, is my, swag.

All the boys, all on me, damn.

Thursdayyyyyyyyyyyy IS SHIRTS DAY. Not some stupid, Throwback retro Thursday.

A day:

Evers. Wooo chillin' waiting for dem textbooks. Did nothing, jammed with Austin.

Math, got grades back. (: I am muy proud of myself. asfhsajk Binomial expansion SUCKS. I hate itttttt so tedious. It makes me feel really stupid, because then I start messing up on the simple math. Goshdangit, what is this I don't even.

Lunch, chilling, like always.

English, Malcolm X forums. Ewwwwww. All class. EWWWWWWWW. I wonder if I finished. Hrrrrm.

Chemistry. We took a test. It sucked. Bahaha, Alec and me = test buddies. For Math, Spanish, & Chemistry, every class we have together.

Stayed after school for a bit, ate a lot of Skittles with Mr. Strickland as I forced him to grade my requiz, and watch my report card grade not change. It took a good 30-45 minutes.

Home, then Morgan's. I arrived at the same time as Hannah, and we picked up Claire, then headed off to Michael's. We looked at mum stuff, shirt stuff, ribbon stuff, paint stuff. We couldn't find a Stony Point color that looked good, as well as had a size for each of us. There were loads of people there getting stuff for mums, haha.

In the end, we went to Wal-Mart, and bought a pack of white V-necks, fabric, and sequins. It was super fun. "When I need your opinion, daughter, I'll let you know. Also, no boys." Bahaha, mother. (:

Back to Morgan'ssss, making shirts was so legit. I worked on mostly the stencils for the letters with Hannah, and everyone else worked on cutting out the letters in the fabric, except for Morgan. I love her, and her fail at craftssss. (;

Momma had to leaveeeeeeee, ): lotsa advice, tableround. Omgrawr pizza yays. Finished the shirts! Then we accidentally messed Morgan's up, ahahah, it was cute though when it was fixed. We put a heart over it. They were so legitttttttttttttttttttttt, the shirts looked so good.

Cochran Crew! C:

Home late, I was the last one to go home, goodnight.

Everyday: 176

Everyday, I'm away from you,

Shakes me up inside

Western Wednesday.

I wore my Kanye outfit, bahaha Zayna. (:

I got made fun of in Spanish for my nonwestern clothes.

): I don't remember anything. Don't even remember, HAHAHAHA so long agooo.

3rd picture from this day, ONLY THIS IS ACTUALLY THE RIGHT DAY HAHAHAHA.

Only Girl (In The World): 175

Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…

2nd picture from tomorrow.

Tuesday, I finally caught up with all my missed bloggers! Thank the lord. I need to take a shower, but it's only 11:11. HA, I totally didn't call that. I thought of Angela, and literally closed my eyes, and made a wish.

Twin day with Sabrina, today. Wooo. We wore our hair in two short braids, with my pair of matching black and white cardigans, the UK shirts her mother got us, a pair of white shorts, and black flats. We were cutie pies.

Morning, went to my first Pay It Forward meeting. It was pretty chill. My Asians were there.

Went to see Sabrina afterwards to get pictures taken, heehee.

1st period, we have a new teacher! Mr. Evers. He is crazy legit. Best analogies ever. Using Limewire is like allowing your computer to have sex with other various computers, bahaha.

Math, we had a substitute, so I was NEVER taught how to find the maximum area from a given perimeter. Not from the three problems on the quadratics pdf homework that was disregarded, or number 28 on the math review. Crapppppsiclessss.

So, I most definitely got number 19 wrong on the test, but I think I got everything else right, so I'm hoping I did okay.

Joshiepoo let me wear his jacket, it was cute. But it was really big.

Lunch, it was cute. (:

English, worked on Malcolm X for 45 minutes. Lonnnnnnnnnng and tedious. Spent the rest of class on the Of Mice and Men class discussion on Moodle. Wooo.

Chemistry, we graded the quiz we took last class together, because everyone did so badly on it. Another test, I think I did alright. Alec and Joshiepoo in my cardigan. They totally looked ridiculous. Bahaha. I loved it.

After school, rode the bus. Caught the bus. I was quite productive in regards to my reflections painting, they're due on the 2nd, apparently.

Reviewing for my 3 tests tomorrow, Modern Family, Castle, Hell's Kitchen, Brothers & Sister, and some more Grey's Anatomy.

Shower time.

Greener With The Scenery: 174

My fingernail phase
Worst has got the best of you
I ask you and I know I need to change
Change

Monday, I hate this dayyy. Hung out in Mr. Lopez's room, with Alec, Joshiepoo and Will. I started writing my thesis for my World History rough draft. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh.

Review to test next class. It was extremely boring. Blahhhhhhhhhhhh. Tried to work on my essay, but I didn't. Time for Spanishhhhh yay.

End of the 6 weeks test review. It was pretty chill, since I already did all the review stuff. The best weather of the year has started, so it was pretty cold in the portable. Wore Evan Duncan's letterman, it was warmmm, but super big, so I looked like a penguin. At least it was cute. 97 on my test, not bad, not bad.

Philosophy, we had the Theory of Knowledge teacher substitute for us. It was basically a free day, I finished my World History rough draft. Played cards. Woooooooooooooooo. Tongues was extremely boring. ERS was fun, me and Chaaru are simply champs.

World History, dumb rough draft grading. I didn't have enough time to fully evaluate anyone's paper. I never got to read Michael's paper in the end, what a bum. Kicked Holt out for not giving me a hug. Doucher.

Time for Jeopardy, it was pretty fun. I felt like my group would do badly, but we were actually pretty hoss at the game. We had 12 points (; Holt and Annie's group had 10. Yay, for +5 extra credit points on the test next class! So nervous. So, so, so very nervous.

After school, waited for my mother with Holt. He's such a nice kiddo. He ended up missing his bus, I felt so bad when I figured that out, later.

Knocked out. Woke up later, New DIM teacher tomorrow. Finished the math review, math test tomorrow. Nervous for that, too. Skyped with Sabrina, talked about twin day while she made mums.

I'm not the only with stuff going on. I hope everything works out as best as it can, for everyone in need.