Do You Remember: 203

There's nothing left to say.
Don't waste another day.
Its just you and me tonight,
Everything will be okay.

Tuesday. I woke up too late to go to Pay It Forward. I got to school at Kate time- 8:45AM. Got my stuff for the competitive events; I'm doing Medical Terminology with Vincent and some girl I don't really know. We're going to study together with Graceeeeeeeee.

Presented in 5th, my 'partner' had no idea what the heck she was saying, and sounded SO incompetent. I hope it wouldn't affect my grade, but it probably will. Slept rest of class.

Spanish, we had an old substitute. Holy cow, I love him so muchhh, so chill. We had two easy assignments that we finished in like, two seconds. Julian hated me for being scared of Crystal Castles. Now he loves me because I like Crystal Castles. Rot is still scary though. ):

We sat on the floor and listened to Crystal Castles, while people camwhored. I was camwhored too. ): Aha, Mia's camera. "I HAVE to touch it..." The sub even let us steal candy from Mrs. Vargas's special box thing. c: Red Crossssssssssss, "People can join, they won't know when anything's going on, though." (; Bahah, I'm glad it's just the four of usss.

Lunch bunch, Reno is so whipped. Yuran is a bootyhole, and Bibi and I creeped on Mr. Personal Trainer. Hahah, those white jeans. Drama llama.

Philosophy, we finished Finding Forrester, it was okay. I finished the Morals Dilemma assignment first. Poor Nathan, and he was awake the whole movie. Slept and talked about being needy, siblings, and getting ripped.

Andrino is a liar.

WHAP, aksfh89ehfjka thank god we were working on DBQ's all class, I didn't finish my notes for chapter 10 HAHAHAHAHA. And I still have a 100, people say this class is hard? DBQ's are so easyyyyyyyyy, jaysus.

Buses, I missed my fucking bus again. Goddamnit. But Hanna and Kayla missed it too, so Kayla got her mommma to take us to 7-11 and home. My first slurpee ever, Cherry Fanta.

Wahh, JD got a rash. I don't know if it's contagious, but he was rubbing himself all over Yuran, who got it all over me. ): I'll go wipe myself on Gerardo.

Home, I got Katherine hooked on Scooby Doo. HE LOOKS LIKE YURAN, FORREAL. Woahmyg. We figured out who the gang was. Dumb Katherine couldn't decide who was Shaggy- TEACHERS NEED TO SHAVE. She should be Velma, only she's not smart. (;

Worked on the Reflections, and a shirt for Red Cross, apparently it was really nice. GAHFIASUH ROCKSPORTS SDJKG I like CustomInk better.

Spent forever on it. I'm glad momma fixed the tv, I can watch my Adventure Time upstairs while paintingggggggggg, aharharharharhar.

Friday at Katherine's, Saturday, she'll be over. Maybe we'll go Trick or Treating with Bibs, Riddhi, Siddhi, & JClem's gang on Sunday.

Bedddddddddd.

(If You're Wondering If I Want You To) I Want You To: 202

The moon was shining on the lake at night
The Slayer t-shirt fit the scene just right
Smeared mascara, I looked into your eyes, I saw a light
You told me stories about your chickadees

Monday, 7:38PM. School, I went to Chemistry for requizzes. I flipped shit because I did awful FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Walked Katherine to class, then I was late to my class, but we were supposed to have a substitute that wasn't there, so I was okay. There was no teacher in the classroom when I got there, so no tardies for me, YESSSSSSSSSSS.

Our substitute stood us up, so Mr. Churchill had to watch the class. Austin taught the class, what a sweetheart. I did my short answers for English, shwoop.

Math, we were split into groups, where we worked on Radians. I HATE group work, no matter who it's with, seriously. Short quiz, easy peasy rice and cheesy.

Lunch, the lunchline broke, and I was being a bitch about it.

English, we took a Great Gatsby quiz, and I did pretty good. Took notes afterwards, forgot my notebook. Pooooopy. Slept a lot, muy facil, with an accent.

Chemistry, quizzes ruin me. Everyone was jammin'. I got the dumbest question on the test wrong, I wasn't reading the question correctly, and assumed it was talking about groups, while it was talking about periods. I felt pretty gross. I dressed cute today, because it was hot outside and didn't need a jacket, but my logic backfired. If it's really hot outside, obviously everyone will turn the AC waaaaay up inside the school. Duh. Gosh dangit. Oh well, it's cold tomorrow, I'll wear a jacket tomorrow.

After school, I went to Mr. G's. He didn't have Acrylic white paint, though, so it was a waste, and I probably should've just went on the bus ride home.

Mother fixed the tv upstairs, and cleaned up the house completely. Miracle worker? I think yes. I set up my stuff upstairs so I could watch my Scooby Doo & Adventure Time while I painted my stupid Reflections.

Goshdangit, I was all up and on my dumb bloggers. Then this weekend happened, and I'm behind again.

Katherine's staying the weekend.

I Do Not Hook Up: 201

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow

So if you want me, I don't come cheap.

Keep your hand in my hand,

And your heart on your sleeve.

Sunday, jkawhdfkjas I slept through my alarm clock, I woke up at 10:30AM. Got readyyy, Fresch was taking me to Josh's house. He got me at 12:15PM, then we went to Walmart to get carrots and cookies, but the boobies wouldn't pick up their phones. It was driving me and Fresch crazy. Plus, we were holding up the traffic in the vegetable section. So, I totally brought the wrong wallet with me, so I didn't have money for the vegetables, OR cookies, OR the gas money. I felt like a doucher. Like I did last night.

Josh's house, "Thanks GPS!" Josh's house, HOLY COW, his little brother Austin looks just like Katherine's little brother JOSH. Weird. & They're both in 8th grade! Only they go to different middle schools.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

We were waiting for like, 20 minutes for Alec to drive his ancient truck over, the red one. "His love."

We were all totally distracted by FOOTBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL, but then we got down to business. It was totally obvious that Joshiepoo and Alec were reading off of their script. And Austin wasn't the best camera guy, either. It was very disappoint. I am also really bad at acting, and thus, WAS AWFUL. But it was okay, because we were all awful. Bahahah, Josh's mother got Fresch a pink wig. It was the bestest.

We had to keep taking breaks because the battery kept dying, but you know. Finished, ate burgers. Josh wouldn't hop off, and kept calling me fat because I ate so many cookies. COOOOOKIESS.

The burgers were so mmm, mmm goood. Then we went upstairs to watch the clips on the big tv. It was worse watching ourselves. I looked like a major chink. Annie is great. Then we watched them play some sword fighting game where they swing their arms around randomly with the ps3. It was funny bunny.

Then after awhile, Fresch had to go home, but I TOTALLY LEFT MY HOUSE KEY AT HOME. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. So for another long while, we just sat there doing nothing, while I was texting people to find a place to stay, that wasn't the opposite direction from Fresch's house, so I went to ANNIE PHANNIE MY DAUGHTER'S HOUSE. Heeheehehehehehehheehehehhehehehehehhehehehehehehhehee.

I watched her be frustrated as she worked on her spanish project that was way more well done than the one we made. Her computer was mega slow, it was driving me crazy just by watching her frustration unfold.

Chewy cookies and seizures. HURRHURRDERPDERPA. I like her house but her bird scares me sometimes. "Why does my bird scare you? Why are you putting that quote right here, as I'm saying it?" She's cute.

I also made a rough outline of her life in terms of marriage. HAHAHAHAHA IT'S THE PERFECT BALANCE.

Home, bed.

Summer of 98: 200

I wrote some songs cause I love her
Then played some shows in the suburbs
It was the middle of summer in Texas
I was feeling pretty good then

Blarrrrg. Suturdayyy.

Star Star: 199

Star star teach me how to shine shine
Teach me so I know what's going on in your mind
'Cause I don't understand these people
Who say we're all asleep

So this is Annie, here is her valuable input.

Laura has class.

Laura has another class.

Laura has A lunch. WITH ANNIE!

Laura has another class.

Laura has World History. WITH ANNIE!
Laura has forgotten what happened in World History. WITH ANNIE!
Just kidding, Laura watched a video on the Byzantine Empire and Western Europe. WITH ANNIE!

And she took notes on Mr. Thomas' wonderful graphic organizer. WITH ANNIE!!!!!

Annie is done.

That's basically what I did all day. 5th period, I didn't do anything because I thought the brochure was due, but it wasn't so I slept all period. WOOO.

6th period, Spanish, we just reviewed our stuff for the test in November, Julian has a Hello Kitty silly band. I really, really, really, really, really want it. Evan Duncan said he'd get me one if he saw it somewhere. But I doubt it. Can't depend on that dumb Toucan for ANYTHING.

Lunch punch bunch crunch chunch munch. Lunch omgahhhhhhhhhhhhd, we looked at a foodie magazine, which had cupcakes of turkeys and they looked yummy and it was cool. Yuran loaned me 3 dollars to buy a ticket because I forgot my monies.

Philosophy, we watched part of Finding Forrester, it was cool, but then I fell asleep. "Can you feel that?" Ahahaha, this movie. Back to Love Song in my portable bed.

WHAP, heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee, we watched a video. LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE beans. Not. It was okay, we had to fill out a graphic organizer about the Byzantine Empire and Christianity and Charlemange and whatever. Pep rally, the basketball gang sat togetherrrr, we ran out of space. ): So I had to sit on Chris. Bahah, Reno and Sallay. (;

It was dumb & loud.

Then I missed my bus.

Fuck.

Momma got me. Oh Katherine. This girl. I miss her brotherrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Home, chilled at home. Matthew and Will came to get me for the Olive Garden thing. We got lost, HAHAH Matthew thought the toll road was the exit, so we went an extra 492573489 miles on the toll road, then had to go back 492573489 miles when we did a U-turn. In the end, there was a waiting line at Olive Garden, so we had to go to Logan's. It was unanimous in the car that we didn't want to go to Logan's, but it didn't matter because we got there last.

Peanuts on the floor, HAHAHA I was feeding everyone. "I just like opening the shells..." We tried to throw peanuts into Matthew's mouth, but I didn't make ANY. Then I threw like seven at once, and ONE made it in.

It was funnn, Pooja and I didn't even finish our fries. We're fatties.

Rode to the game in Dominik's car, it was super cute and small. I liked it, only his car tended to like, ROAR because it was a manual. The bat cave! The real bat cave is ridiculously smelly. "Augh. AUGGGGGGGGGGH." I think I died.

So, I realized that I lost my ticket that I bought with Yuran's money. So I had to buy a NEW ticket for 8 dollars. There goes 11 dollars down the drain. Pbbbbbbt.

The game was extremely crowded. I sat with Hanna & Yuran & JClem & German & Mary & Ryan & Hector & Richie. His eyes. ): I loaned him my Aviators. AWW RYAN. He got me a towel. Unlike HECTOR. (:

Walking back to the cars, KSDFHSDJKGHSDJKG IT WAS SO DARK. I was holding Dominik's keys; if you hold keys in between your fingers, you're better prepared for getting jumped. HAHAHAHA. No one wanted to ride his car with me, so Pooja offered. ((:

Taco Cabana, people were already there. We should've gone to the party at Whataburger. It wasn't that good, I didn't eat anything. Matthew's shirt, I heart you.

Dropped me off home, yay for bed.

Unwritten: 198

No one else can feel it for you,

Only you can let it in.

No one else, no one else,

Can speak the words on your lips.

A DAY is a day.

Run This Town: 197

Only thing that's on my mind,

Is who gon' run this town tonight,

Is who gon' run this town tonight,

We gon' run this town.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddingensday.

sjfhsdjks I hate waking up so late everyday, but it happens.

Morninggggg, Mr. White's. Poor ACoc and his head. Test in Principles of Health Science, easyish. There were two problems that I wasn't sure about. Rest of the class was for sleeeep.

Spanish, Philosophy & WHAP. Nothing unusual.

Clubbers after school.

Promise The Stars: 196

You know that there are no other two hearts closer than ours

Maybe you'll follow
Maybe you'll stay
I'm praying you won't give yourself away
You know that you are the only one I promise the stars

Tuesday, woke up at 7:45AM, alarm clocks are now deemed ineffective. I had freaking pasta for breakfast. I love today.

School, went to Pay it forward, bahaha Reno is so whipped. 1st period, my class is really behind because of the PSAT and the guest speaker we had from DeVries. I already finished chapter 2, I went ahead and finished chapter 3, however, it was extremely frustrating. Do I hate Photoshop's lasso techniquething? Yes. I was getting so pissed, that I snapped at Austin, and since my headphone were in, I did the thing where I turn out to be a lot louder then I was trying to be, again. Poor Austin. I basically screamed SHUT UP in his face. But I apologized, we're all good.

Math, Alec was at the doctor, I hope his concussion didn't cause SUPER BAD residual damage to his brain. We had Kyle and the Indian sit at the table. Josh released his craziness on them, while they worked on the homework from last class, and I worked on the review. Not hard, just time consuming. I think I'll do okay on the test.

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Lunch, Kyle and Daniel kept stealing my seat. Bums. I kept trying to see Pierre, but he's HIDDEN FROM VIEW like, aways. It's ridiculous. ):

English, we started a benchmark, I finished the multiple choice SUPER FAST then I fell asleep for the rest of class = over 1 hour. I'll do the short answers at home. c:

Chemistry, we had a quiz, I think I did okay. I really hate oxidation, mostly because I was sleeping when we learned it. Ions, YURRRRR. We have a test next class in here, too. URGH.

After school, walked with Bibs to the buses. JD walked Katherine and me to the car area, he waited with my gross, peeling face until my mother got there. "I want that jeep, the black one. Only with bigger wheels, and smaller rims." "... Which part are the rims?" Bahaha, I'm not car literate. ):

HEB, I got Wonkalicious candy. c: I lost my mother there like, 3 times. I am horrible. Home, I slept. The whole time, until like 10. I woke up to like, 7 texts. GAHWARHRHGDGRHSBGSFR.

Evan Toucan OBVIOUSLY would bother me about doing the project, when he hasn't done ANY OF IT HIMSELF. We argued about that for a good hour. I did the rest of the project, then, since he didn't do SQUAT. That FAGGOT. );

It's 3:41AM, and I can't sleep. This is the first time in a long time where I wrote the entire blog without having to outline it first, then come back to it later. I just wrote it all at once. I guess I won't be sleeping too much tonight.

At least I can kinda sleep in tomorrow morning (like I always do anyways), I don't have any morning clubs, but I'll have environmental club. YEEE.

Tomorrow: Principles of Health Science test, presenting Spanish projects, who knows what in Philosophy (hopefully, time to catch up on sleep?), and an essay for WHAP. An essay that he gave us the prompt so we could prep for it ahead of time. The essay that I haven't prepped for at ALL. Fuck.

Narcolepsy. I make it work.

Stay Young: 195

Let’s light the kerosene tonight
Spark up like fireworks
Exploding in the sky
Kick down the new year and the future

Monday, start of the week. My eternal kryptonite. I overslept, AGAIN. I wake up later and later. 7:55AM. It's a new record. Skipped breakfast. Went to the HOSA meeting this morning.

Love me some WE THE FREAKING KINGS.

Class, I slept during 5th period, as always. Spanish, we went to the library. "Collaborated" with Evan Duncan. We talked a lottttt, and got basically nothing done, ahahaha.

Lunch, I stayed in the library so that I could work on my WHAP notes for chapter 9. Doneeeeee, time for Philosophy. More morality vs. ethics. Can I get out of this class, now? Boringgggggg. JK. Nathan was completely useless, but it was okay, since it turned out that I didn't do anything in WHAP except for a Scripted Chart. Anyways, the only thing we did during 7th period was discuss moral dilemmas in groups.

WHAP, we went over chapter 9. I slept during class, Mr. Thomas forgave me though, since I always have 'excellent' notes. (: He's a supahcool teacher.

After school, Holt walked me to the Lecture hall, for the Health Science Academy meeting. Fun stuff. We had a speaker, and all different types of cookies and lemonade. We have a lot of volunteer stuff going on. October 29th, and November 23rd. Getting back on ittttt.

Home, Pretty Little Liars, Desperate Housewives, and FFTA. c:

All Again For You: 194

When you were mine,
You know-
We had it all in front of us,
You were the one.

Sunday. Woke up late, but that was to be expected.

No homework.

At least, I'm not doing any homework. HA.

Back to sleep.

Have more pictures from yesterday.

I'm obsessed with We The Kings again.

Skyway Avenue: 193

'Cause if you jump,
I will jump too.
We will fall together,
from the building's ledge.
Never looking back at what we've done,
we'll say it was love.
'Cause I would die for you,
on Skyway Avenue.

Saturday. I woke up at 2:30PM, and I wasn't sure when Jordan was getting me, so that was a problem. Saw th Chili's message late, but it was all good. She picked me up at 4:30PM, went to her house with Maddi & Blanca. Jordan, Maddie, Me, Blanca, Lauren, and Tara got ready at Jordan's place. Eyelash curlerssss and flower perfume and hot bathrooms.

We got lost at Old Settler's, then took a bunch of picturesssss. We ate Chili's at a picnic table, they made it candlelit, bahaha. We took more pictures, and then some tiny, Mexican boy came by and started screaming random, untranslatable Spanish. Apparently, he thought that the presence of the candles implied that it was someone's birthday, and thus, he came over so that he could have some cake. Ahaha, when he reached over for the candle, to blow it out. "NO!" We all flipped balls. Anyways, that was the most random thing, ever. Watching Blanca and the little boy rapidly fire Spanish at each other was crazy, but super cool, since I could understand everything that was going on, just from listening to Blanca's context.

On the way to the dance, wooo. We got there, and it was SUPER dark, huge, & loud. It was much more crowded than Stony Point's, but the cafeteria is WAAAAAY bigger which is an A+. The balloons were probably a bad idea, as kids just sucked up the helium from them. So were the strobe lights, people couldn't even face the stage. Plus some kid had a seizure, HAI EMT. That's how you do it, Cedar Ridge. And you couldn't request music, which was balls. I was totally looked forward to 'Like A G6.'

After a little bit, my eyes adjusted, and I could see people. We danced, and went crazy. Ahahahahaha, Tyler & Ryan dancewiched me, and made a whole bunch of other people hoin in. I felt so caged in! Everyone grew so much. SIERRA! That white girl can groove. (; Ahaha. I miss Bradley, I haven't seen him in forever. I miss that boy. "Since I'm never going to see you again..." Ahahahah. It was kinda awkward how close knit everyone was, considering all the recently breakups and drama. But it was ALL OKAY. I dropped off my purse & shoes in the back corner, with the soccer chicks' stuff. We danced until it ended, at 11PM.

Everyone was going to Anthony's after party, but I honestly could not see how. I was so exhausted, all I wanted to do was go to BED. Mrs. Maranto got us, and we piled in, and went back to her house, where we picked up our stuff (all of my stuff in my Hello Kitty box, courtesy of Sabrina). Then, Holly was dropped off, and Jordan, Mrs. Maranto, and I went to Chili's to pick up Journey and her friend, and then dropped me off home. Haha, Mrs. Maranto is the best. "Are they in the bar?! They are!" "They be boozin' it up."

Home, BED. I barely managed to wash my face before hitting the hay.

Secret Valentine: 192

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl
start suddenly shaking inside

Friday, came early, hung out with the Asians for a bit, then I hung out with Katherine & Devon. Walked around, took forever to find my couselor for my stupid bus pass. )):

It was in the 9th grade hall. It was weird. Timmmme for class. The weather is so perfect, I love it.

DIM, was working like a machine, then a college lady came from DeVries. We did group interactive activities with PDA's. It was so legittt, that's how you sell your school, bby. Also worked on my bloggers a bit during DIM.

Math, Mr. Lopez wanted to give us a 'relaxed' Friday, by giving us a worksheet/easy group project about triangles. It was basically impossible, and it caused an immense amount of stress. I almost cried, thanks Josh. In the end, we all just crumpled the worksheet and played basketball. We got a super easy geometric sequencing homework, instead.

Lunchhh, Bibs wasn't there. ): I went back to the lunch line 3 times. I am SUCH a fatty. "They're so cute!" as opposed to, "He looks like a sloppy hobo." Ahahaha, I love Katherine. Kyle switched out of our English classss. ): He's going to regret it. Poophead.

English; we had a brown sub, she was pretty chill, she totally supported mp3's. We worked on a dumb AP multiple choice thing, then 'watched' "Of Mice and Men." I slept. With my iPod in. Yurrrrr, Secret Valentine.

Chemistry, it was awwwwright. We didn't have any quizzes or anything, we only had to go over homework, but that only took no time. Slept a bit, but the boys were being fools.

After school, waited with the crewww, but it became awkward after a while. Went with Chaaru on her bus home. We played Wii until Julie came over. Super Smash Bros. (; Marthhhhh.

Started Zombieland, I love the movie. Jordan came after the first 1/3. "I want my caddy back!" I love that movie. So, so, so, so much. We ended really, really early, so we ate pizza, then played Mario Kart. Wooo team Stony Point. Reppin'. After Jordan & Julie left, we played vs. 100 while my mother was getting lost.

Home, Grey's Anatomy, blogger. Homecoming with my Maranto tomorrow.

August Is Over: 191

To the night you drove me wild
And you crashed into me
And I won't lie
I wish it lasted a lifetime

Thursday. I woke up early at 6:30AM to finish my WHAP notes for Chapter 8, but I was too exhausted. Went back to sleep. 7:30AM, get ready for school.

Came early today, so I could get my form signed by the principal for Up & Coming. Turns out the office doesn't open until 8:30AM. Pooop. Went with 35 to Ms. Vargas's. She wasn't there, so we finished the workbook pages outside on the freezing curb. It's all because he didn't shave, darnit.

Walked around with Katherine and Bibi until I had to go back to the office to get my Up&Coming permission slip signed, yay Alec and his brilliant-ness. Dropped it off in the office for Mrs. Maranto, she's so amazing. Boooooo, mall area.

We went to Mr. Duncan's, where I creeped on his totally adorable kid. "Daddy. Daddyyyyyy. Daddddddddddddyyyyyyy, is this your's? Are you taking it home?" He was so cuteee, and I don't even like kids. We watched A Bug's Life, and I turned in my essay.

Now, I take school pretty seriously, more so than most, and I am frequently called out for it (thanks, best friend), but seriously. I have nothing to say to Principles of Health Science aside from the fact that that class is truly a blow off class. Especially for sophomores who basically took the exact same class last year. We did medical math conversions today. So challenging.

Spanish, as though she was apologizing for not being there this morning, Ms. Vargas brought some weird buttery, pastries. They were yummy, I shared with Evan as a peace offering. We spent all class going over everything, very helpful, since I SUCK at preterit/imperfect.

She passed out the instructions for the art project, partnered with Evan. Oh boy. I am concerned for the well being of my grade. Preterit/imperfect quiz, HRRRRNNNNNNN AUGH EFFORT LET'S GO. I wonder if I did well. Probably didn't, aw balls.

Skipped lunch and went to the library like a true nerd. I had to finish taking my WHAP notes for chapter 8 since I repeatedly failed to do so last night, and this morning. It was actually really "peaceful," just like in the books. I took advantage of wearing such a huge, enormo jacket, and masterfully jammed out while doing my notes. It was actually really short, and took me only like 15-20 minutes to finish. Left to go back to lunch.

Boy, did I feel like a total nerd for working in there, and not minding it? People wear me outttt, I think that's the cause for my fatigue that's been paining me for the past few weeks.

Came back to lunch to chill with the Bibsterrrr, we chilled in the bathroom. We always see the most awkward things in there. Different everyday. Silly girl wanted to roam the D hall for awhile too. Whatevvvvs.

Philosophy, we had the booming substitute again. We could choose new seats. Since Bibi and I were chilling in D hall, we got crappy seats. Awwww well. I usually don't mind being in the front, since I have the shittiest eyesight imaginable, but I seriously, really, truly minded today. That substitute didn't really know much- but among the things he knew, he knew how to freaking SCREAM. GOSH. Moral dilemmas. Like I said. Whatever.

WHAP, I was really nervous, this was one of the first days that Nathan was totally and completely USELESS. ): That, and I have an extreme hate for 10 minute essays. I think I did alright, though. We got a lot of old assignments back. Yaaaaay for all 100's. I hope I didn't just jinx myself. Knock on wood. Darnit, I'm in my bed, though. Whatever.

After school, saw Mr. G to ask about V.A.S.E. with Annie. Waited and missed my bus, for the 4574835734th time. JDDDDD that boy. I finally found his ticklish spot. His boooooty. But as for missing ridiculously magical, disappearing buses, for once, I wasn't the only one, and I gave Hanna and Zayna a ride home. We waited for my momma with Devon. VERSACE. Hahaha.

Home, finally organized my binder, and actually did some homework, woo. Didn't go to the videorecorded Leander game, or the Cedar Ridge Up & Coming game. I'm tired and lame, deal with it.

Good luck to all my loves at St. Marks.

Bed.

Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks: 190

Prescribed pills, to offset the shakes.

To offset the pills you know you should,

take it a day at a time.

Wednesday. And you know what that means. PSAT and Asian club. Didn't wear

Ate a nice breakfast, even though I overslept. Thhhhhhhhhhhhhat was poop. School, I kept hearing my name, echoing around. I couldn't tell where it was coming from. Apparently, Cochran was behind me the entire time, saying my name. Creeeeeeeeeper.

My PSAT room smelled weird, looked weird, with a strange teacher. I had Alec, Sharon, & Julian in my room. I was sooo exhausted. I was sooo tired. I was so everything. JD lied to me, and said he was in my room. ): He wasn't.

Maybe it's because Alec's jackets are like portable beds to me, but I was suuuuper sleepy. The fact that the PSAT was ridiculously easy didn't help. I actually resisted my urges to sleep, though. I checked my work and everything. Butttt then during the last two sections, I got sloppy and started snoozing. Sorrrrryy world. The math was easy, but some of the problems were so weird. I was like, wtf dawg.

Not.

Apparently, our strange smelling classroom, started late, because we finished like, right against the bell for lunch rang. Also, the lady who was passing our phones back was kind of retarded.

Lunch, the lunch ladies were meaner than usual, because the machine thingys that you punch your ID number into spontaneously busted, and thus, we had to handwrite our number, name, and dish down on a dingy notepad. Yaaaaaaaaaaay for cutting people you know in line.

English, I don't see why I've had so many substitutes recently. Chemistry, Spanish, Philosophy, World History, and now, English. He was old and strange, just like my Philosophy substitute. He got our agenda all messed up, therefore my lack of cramming during lunch really didn't hurt me. Good thing I finished the "I Just Wanna Be Average" moodle last night. Spent not a lot of time talking, and a lot of time being told to go sit in my secluded seat. I hate the number 15.

Chemistry, we got our tests and quizzes back from when we had the V foreheaded substitute. Oh, add him to the list of strange old men for substitutes. They were surprising. RADIOACTIVE TRACERS, THEY RUIN ME. But Alec and I were rockstars at the test. The quiz was so-so. Probably going to redo it. Awwww, Joshiepoo got into a bad mood, poor boy. I had to rub his hair to make him feel better. Bibi wanted me to pet her hair too, so I was in the most awkward position of hair petting, bahahha.

After school, buses with tha crew. I left to go to Asian club with Mary. The amount of people that go has toned down a bit, as they only swarmed for the food. It was over Russia. Russia, Russia, Russia. It was chill, I stayed with KDang and Roger. Afterwards, I waited for my momma with Julian.

Why does my mother think I'm dating every guy I hug? It's awkward and presumptuous.

Home, my mom made some STUFFING, HECK YES. Vacuum time. I finished my stupid essay for philosophy, then tried to start WHAP notes, but unfortunately, I was already working in my bed, which just resulted in my repeated falling in sleep. But I set my alarm for 6:30AM for tomorrow to finish. Like I'll come into WHAP without it done.

You Are The Only Exception: 189

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways

Tuesday, it's time for freakin' school. I didn't spend my weekend productively, I didn't do like, any homework at all. CRAP.

It's a B day, urgh. I like how we have substitutes in every class. Actually, I don't really care.

We literally did nothing productive to my learning in Principles, we took notes over stuff we took the exact same notes over, last year. taking notes in this class is horrible, I hate it.

Substitute in Spanish, she was really weird. She was talking about pig latin, and I think she didn't like Julian, or Evan. Jeeeeezus. Alec and I were actually productive, though. We actually finished our packets. Such cool kids. But, seriously? He needs to shave. This facial hair thing isn't growing on me. It's just. Growing.

Lunch, smunch. Gave Daniel a hard time for not being at Pooja's birthday party.

Philosophy. It was Philosophy. we had a substitute. I was supposed to finish my essay, but I didn't work on it at all. I'll do it tonight, like I do all my stuff at night. You know how I do.

WHAP chapter 7, Nathan didn't really prep me very well. Mia, Bibi & I took online quizzes and talked WHAP all class.

Daniel and his Young Champions perfume. I sprayed it all over Alec's Longhorns jacket. Now I smell like a Young Champion, aaaaaw yeah.

History. We had a quiz, it was soso. We got our chapter 6 quizzes back, I got a 90 and I cried. Then he fixed it, because I got the answer to Muhammed's birthright clan, correct. Then I stopped crying. c:

After school, "How are you getting home?" I walked around with Holt, like always. And then I missed my bus. (; Ahaha, first and last time I'll ever do this, ever. Not.

Momma got me, waited with Katherine and Devon. Katherine's dad got her, I waited with Reno. "I'm failing French with a 0." That boy. That African American.

Home. I slept all day. Woke up at 11PM to work on my essay. Finished it. It was pretty. Back to bed.

Animal: 188

Here we go again

We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just a cannibal

Monday, day off from school. I was planning on waking up at like, 7:OOAM to get stuff done, butttt obviously that didn't happen. Woke up at 1PM, because that's how I do.

There is something about the rush of getting stuff done last minute, that my body lives off of. I don't like it, and I don't really understand why, but why dehydrate your body? Spent the whole day sleeping, but not getting any rest. Started history. Stopped.

PSAT practice. Did awful. HAHAHAHA.

Sleep.

Adventure Time.

Finished English stuff at 2AM. Worked a little on my Philosophy essay during commercial breaks of Total Drama World Tour.

The things I will watch on television when I can't find the remote.

Momma and I put on facial masks and did our nails. Yay. (:

So I virtually did NO homework over the 3 day break, slept a lot, but am still exhausted, and didn't really hang out with anyone aside from Pooja's party.

Damn, I need a life.

Casablanca Sucked Anyways: 187

You make me sick with every move you make.
When will you find your place in this world?
Cause it will never be beside me again.

Sunday, I was right last night within my scattered thoughts before sleep.

Woke up at 3:30PM. Alrighttttt. Back to sleep.

5:20PM: Homework time.

OR SO I THOUGHT I didn't actually get anything done, somehow.

Went to sleep at like, 3AM.

What is wrong with me.

Have my birthday candles.

Matinee: 186

I time every journey to bump into you, accidentally
I charm you and tell you of the boys I hate
All the girls I hate
All the words I hate
All the clothes I hate
How I'll never be anything I hate

Pictures? EWWWWWWWWWWW Mirusha got all these candid shots of me. I didn't know she had flash on! = MEGA CHINKY.

Saturday, woke up late. Bahaha, Nathan not knowing where anything is. RAMEN YAY. I finished so many bloggers from my footnotes from the past week(s) yesterday. TV + Blogger = Productivity, evidently.

Started making Pooja's card. Sneezed. RUINED. Restart. Success! Empty space. Insert> Cats & Marshmallows.

Nathan took me to Pooja's; the DJ was SO LOUD. MY BRAIN WAS GOING TO SPLIT IN TWO. I didn't dance too much, it wasn't my style of music to be frank. Frank. Like Frank on Tosh.0.

Hung out with Nathan, my Maranto, and my Thibodeaux. Lovelies. We even hid in the corner and just talked, because my brain was being split into two. Just hanging outtt, you know how we do. I floated around groups of people to chill with: the Asians, the dudes, the debaters, and the sophomores.

Afterwards, present opening, and waiting for my lost mother upstairs with Marissa, Ashton and Pooja. Chilled. I love Pooja's houseee. Love, love, love. Aside from her creepy staircase leading to who knows where.

Home. Time flies. 4:11AM? I am not waking up early tomorrow.

Goodnight.

Hot N' Cold: 185

You're wrong when it's right.
It's black and it's white.
We fight, we break up.
We kiss, we make up.

Fridayy, one of the few Fridays that I won't be going to the game. Morning, I over slept the most I have all week. Wooo. 7:45AM. That's how we do.

I love the cold, but it makes me sleep way too freaking much. School, wearing Joshiepoo's jacket.

Mr. Rich's class. "Do your workkk! DO IT NOW!" Encouraging friend? I try.

Time for DIM, went to the Lecture hall again for a speaker from the Art Institute. She was really nice, and she was expecting. (: The website was super legitttt, we have a lot of speakers in this class. Like Principles of Health Science. Hahah, Mr. Evers. He's hilarious. "Real men smell like the woods. Nature, you know. Some sweat and wood."

Math, chilled. I'm getting these sequences. The quiz was totally not hard at all, I love my class. Haha, passed notes about feminine hygiene. It was hilarious. Math: gettin' it done. I really wanted my jacket back, but you know. "It's so comfortable!" "I'm never getting my jacket back, am I." "Nope, hahaha." Darnit.

Lunch rush is always crazy. But I always get there early now, thanks to Josh and Alec. "Push through the gaps!" But then I run face first into people's backpacks. Which is a problem.

Lunchhh with the fam. Kiki is silly. "Cardigan!" (: Awkward is becoming my norm.

English, actually did my stuff. Gatsby, then we worked on some Mike Rose. I got about 10 minutes of sleep, before I had to start getting it together. More homework, woo. Feels like school. Kyle's bandana, it's cute. Haha, a pizza party and puppets. Cute.

Chemistry, we had the V headed substitute. He DOES kind of remind me of the old man from UP. Only he's not adorable, and he probably needs/uses a hearing aide. We chilled all class, the quiz was bogus, since we weren't taught anything last class, and actually went over the notes for the material that the quiz tested us on AFTER the quiz. Fun. "One finger worm, bahaha."

More interesting talks, this time about other stuff. Josh is 'such' a d-bag, bahaha. After class, I gave Josh's jacket back. Alec still wouldn't give me mine back, so I got a Longhorns jacket.

JD is such a bum. I'ma hit his 'nads. JK, love the boy. Bus ride, it's time for a nap.

Home, Grey's Anatomy, Hell's Kitchen, and bloggers. Master Chef, too, ooohlala, why not.

If You Ever Come Back: 184

There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on,
And it will be just like you were never gone,
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat,
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now.

Thursday, boring, normal day. B day.

Not early, late like always. Hung out with Alec in Mr. White's room.

Asked Ms. Hart for the help on the anatomical positions. I hate anatomical positions.

Quiz in Hart, easy peasy. All the notes we took in class today, we took last year on the second day of school. There's no point in taking notes, because I already took them a year ago. Take them out of my binder from last year, and just vooop. Done.

Spanish time, we're doing skits for one of our projects! Supah hilarious. I wanted to be Amanda, then I wanted to be Patti, but now I'm stuck with Amanda. Oh wellll. Joshiepoo's jacket. Alec took my hoodie, says it's comfy. Notes, potes, lotes. Totally called the ending of Casi Casi. It was still kind of cute.

Kind of.

Lunch bunch wunch. Woo, setting people up. Bibi and me, we're mastersssss.

Philosophy. Sleep, iPod, and Nathan's robe over Joshiepoo's jacket. Yeeee. Warmnessss. He saves my lifeeee. Went with Bibi to ask Mr. Strickland's substitute for tomorrow's quiz, but after a couple minutes of walking around, we realized every Chemistry teacher had an off period for 7th period. Unfortunateeee.

History, we had a substitute. Hung out with my daughter, fun fun. Took a quiz, thinking I aced it. Maybe, hopefully. Gosh dangggg it.

Hahaha, Yuran's been pestering me all day, because I won't tell him why I'm 'mad' at him. I'm not mad, that fool. I just dislike liars. c: Let him pick me up if he'd drop it.

Home, nap, painting. Ramen, shower, bed.