Nothing On You: 55

Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
They got nothing on you baby

Memorial Day, walala. Was going to go shopping with momma, but too lazy to. Did laundry instead.

Or rather, watched momma do laundry. (: Watched loads of Studio Ghibli, then entertained myself like a bum on FML, MLIA, and GMH. Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaame sauce.

Ate summer noodles at my cousin's place, forced her to play cards with me.

I won like 98% of the time, haha. "She's trying to seduce me!" Jagshamesh, I am yo' dayuhd.

Spent the rest of my night being an excited girl, making plans for tomorrow with Sabrina at the movies and outlets and Yoyo's. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Happy: 54

I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days
You're all of my days.

Slept in, woke up to find lovely texts. Did nothing, Facebooked and texted one of my bestfriends and my brother all day.

Went to the movies with Jordan Wright, Jordan Monaghan, Haley Ivy, Julia Stipe, Emma Stipe, and Kaleigh Singleton. We watched Prince of Persia, but the Stipes and Kaleigh left sometime after the beginning because they were 'bored' and went to watch Letters to Juliet. I'm watching that with Sabrina on Tuesday.

Ha, the ticket costed $9.50 each, and Haley and I only brought a $10 dollar bill. We combined our leftover dollar and paid homage to the great Jordan Monaghan, who bought candy for us.

Prince of the Persia was okay, the ostriches were so cute! Hahahaha, the worst kind of evil: TAXES! It was a good movie with cool action scenes until the end, where it was all END OF THE WORLD and stuff. The guy was totally from The Day After Tomorrow. Only his hair was greasy.

Alec was there with his aunt, he's such a sweet nephew. Sierra and Sabine were there, too. Went home and cut my foot open on the weird plastic roll thing my mother bought for our car? Yeah. Took the cripple's advice and put some antibiotics + bandaid on it. Talked about futures, ha 'Dear John real... only it'd be Dear Alec.' Ahhhh, my life.

Memorial day tomorrow. That equals shopping with momma.

Dance, Dance: 53

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by.

Spent the whole day sleeping, I'm still sore from the past week. Cleaned my mess that I call a room, and my other mess called my desk.

I wish I lived in Forest Creek so I wouldn't always be causing the 'I need a ride' problem everywhere.

Lost my phone.

Slept some more, I still can't upload anything, damnit.

Found my phone.

Taught my mother how to play speed after mastering the riffle shuffle, played until 1AM cause she kept losing. I had such little to do all day, that the time period where I was phoneless was actually quite substantial.

Ahhhh my Geography class. I'll miss them all so much...

I Gotta Feeling: 52

Tonight's the night, let's live it up
I got my money, let's spend it up
Go out and smash it like oh my God
Jump off that sofa, let's get, get off!

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.

Totally doesn't feel like it. ): 5th period final, I SUCKED IT all because of the 'Religion' questions. Agnostic girls doesn't know the different names different religions label 'God' as. Poop. Played cards afterwards, and took pictures of sexy pouts, aha. Ninja and Chinchilla, funfun. (: I'm going to miss this class.

Track final was just sitting there, and not leaving, so I couldn't go to Mr. McCarroll's 1st period party, but it was all good. Got to spend time playing cards, showing magic tricks, and telling fortunes to Angela and Sharon, I love them. I spent my last day of school ever with Angela by sitting on her, haha.

After school, people threw waterballoons, shaving cream bottles, and sprayed waterguns. It was crazy, not as bad as main campus, though. Got only a few pictures, I kept getting sidetracked.

Got home safely by bus this time, waha. Took a nap, overslept and woke up at 6:30PM. My mother and I got lost on the way to the party, I've only been to the sports arena coming from Austin. ); Kate TiFton and Mindy helped us after we already turned the wrong direction, haha.

Last night of freshman year was great; skated with minimal blisters. (: Hah, I loved Rayce's hat, but I couldn't wear it cos David S., Ryan K., Alec Cinderella, Josh S., and Tyler T., kept taking the hat and playing football with it. David Scott kept taunting me with his hockey skills; he was just bitter because he sucks at cards. Alec almost ran me over/killed me too many times, Ryan and Henry could skate backwards marvelously. Moosey is just a natural at every sport he tries, pfah. Ahaha, Katherine and Jordan having trouble skating was the cutest thing ever. Holly wouldn't let go of the wall, (: Rahil and his windmill of all the girls was crazy fun/crazy scary. Haha the trains that always ended up in disaster.

At a certain point, there was a choice of playing hockey, I wanted to play, but my skates weren't on. Poop, Jordan Mon. was pretty intent on me playing, I'm pretty sure he just wanted to see someone 3 feet smaller than everyone else playing. Gabby, Taylor, and Macon Bacon kept falling! Best thing ever. Then Alec broke his hockey stick in half, BEST THING EVER.

The cake was too precious; it was diagonally split- top half with Stony Point's logo, in Stony Point colors, with the bottom with Cedar Ridge's logo/colors. The diagonal stripe said, 'Congratulations Class of 2013'. I forgot to take pictures, so I began to take a billion at the very end, I was so sweaty and unattractive! ); Claire was too pretty despite her tears. Everyone was crying, it was so bittersweet.

I'm going to miss everyone going to Cedar Ridge.

Chasing Cars: 51

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see.

Went to the main campus this morning, waited 20 minutes to talk to Mr. Harper for 10 minutes. Walked back to Art. Art final, Angela helped me. Played card games. There were loads of cake and shizz all around. It wasn't bueno.

Went to Mrs. Taylor's, took the biology final, and freaked out.

It was well deserved. I got 44/50. Killlll me. Dropped my average 3 points to 95 AGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Missed the bus because it came late. Walked to the main campus, she waved me off and drove away. Felt bad about asking people for a ride home, so walked home. I regretted that after about 30 minutes.

It took almost 3 hours to get home. I'm currently icing my feet, I was about to kill myself.

Sexy Bitch: 50

She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before
Nothing you can compare to your neighborhood hoe-
I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful.

Exempting both 3rd & 7th periods today equates to staying home all day. Sabrina is a silly goose, and thought we 'didn't have to go to school at all'. Silly goose is my lost ride. Ended up having Maranto give me a ride, after a wasted morning I should've spent sleeping in.

Boring day was boring, slept all day.

Made plans to visit Ridgeview SOMEDAY.

Can't find any pictures for the lazy day of boxers, so I'll upload one of my bazillion photos from the last day.

Eenie Meenie: 49

Let me show you what your missin'
Paradise.
With me you're winning girl
You don't have to roll the dice.

Tuesday, YES man. That movie stunk. Came in late today, exempting Algebra II. Angela took me to school, she got lost, ha. Played some cards in the downtime. Got 'custom-made sundaes' in Mrs. Moore's class. Jessica got some unflattering shots of ninja, and Sierra finally wrote in my yearbook.

Spanish, watched some silly movie about children who suck at baseball, and some chick and juvenile delinquent who were ballers at baseball. Lupis and the delinquent were so presh, my god. It was like, and extra long 3rd period, it was horrid.

English final, 70 questions, pretty easy. Finished my essay afterwards, we weren't allowed to talk. It was lame sauce. On the bright side, I never have to go to that class ever again ever. Oh yes.

It didn't really hit me that I'm never going to see some people again until the end of class. Thank god for Friday.

Staying home tomorrow, confused about upperclassmen and freshmen exemption forms.

My computer is freaking out again; something about WINSPOOL.DRV having errors and shizz. I can't open flash programs, or watch videos on any server, because Adobe and various other programs are being blocked by this WINSPOOL.DRV error. Which is why I have about 94238473289479238 pictures on my camera, and I can't upload any of them. I'll edit all these posts after the problem is fixed, and I can upload pictures without worry.

Edit: FIXEDDDD. (:

O.M.G.: 48

Never ever ever has a lady hit me on the first sight.
This was somethin' special,
This was just like dynamite.

First day of finals for most. Minority of race is minority for final-takers-of-Monday. Track is at the main campus, which equates to first period in the cafeteria. It was boring and lame. I was told that, since it was a regular 1st period class besides that fact that it was at a different building, without my teachers, and with a totally different group of students, we would still have to come there on time. Butt. In the end, there was a sign in sheet, so I could've come in late. DOUBLE BUTT. We played Presidents and Mafia, by which part we were on the floor, sitting in a circle. LAME. I got tired of it, so I started playing some crazy blowfish game on someone's iTouch, while looking and everyone's 'concealed' cards.

English, watched West Side Story, and I really don't know what all the hype was. It's not that great. Singing and shiny faces.

Medical terminology, boring. It was 'study time' but since I had nothing to study, Sierra and I just looked in the yearbook.

Biology, played Presidents, and went from President to Ass in 3 games. Then I stayed a consistent neutral. Then we moved to ERS, where I won the whole deck twice. Moved on to the hallway, where Mr. Coleman's class and Mrs. Taylor's class were playing Mafia. It was lame, 'cause everyone knew which card was which, and who had what. Played hide and go seek, went inside a closet without knowing about the DEAD COCKROACH inside. WONDERFUL. Mr. Coleman told me the joyous news, to which I screamed at. SDGKSJDGHKSJDGGDSGKSDJGHJK!

It was high pitched and painful.

Like it should have been.

Escorted Brad sporting a sexy pink turban to Art, and failplayed hacky sack with Alec.

After school, went for a checkup on the ankle at the hospital. Doctor said I needed physical therapy. Another thing to add to what seems to be an already joyous summer.

Your Love Is My Drug: 47

I'm all strung up- my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love, your love, your love.

Woke up at 2:00PM. 12 hours of sleep feels wonderful.

Sausage pizza from the HOSA (10-12) End of the Year party for breakfast. I tried to put cheese on the pizza, and the cheese thing exploded. Wonderful. Ahhh, Gatti's sucks. 

Donuts, cherry strudels, and plum ice cream.

Finals start tomorrow, can't wait for this school year to end.

Reorganizing my iTunes Movies, now that I've found TPB. I wish I'd found them sooner. 

I have to watch Grey's Finale again. ToodlooKangaroo.

Young Forever: 46

Forever young I wanna be
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever,
Forever, forever.

I didn't take any pictures today out of exhaustion. So here goes a Halloween picture. Woke up at 7:00AM to go to Sabrina's, mother bought some Shipley's for the belated girl. 

I slept most of the way, the past week has been so exhausting. Went to her house, fell asleep. After waking up a couple of hours later, I finished writing in her card, which was FREAKING amazing. I woke her up out of hunger, we had the donuts, courtesy of my mother.

Her parents went to the San Marcos Outlets, we went to the 'open' swimming pool that was actually not open, so we chilled at the mini playground, and talked about deep stuff. Stayed there for about 2 hours, then went back to her home and took a shower. She made me pasta, but I fell asleep. 

Woke up, chilled, haha. It was great. 

Now I'm at home, catching up and finishing up on some older bloggers, and catching up on last week's dramas, holy f word Grey's Anatomy Finale is freaking CRAZY. I've pressed mute so many times, freaking crazy. The fact that FlashForward is being canceled, has nothing on this. Dayum.

My Angel: 45

You're my angel 너에게 어울리는 말
You're my angel 사랑이 커져 갈 수록.

Typical day, despite it being my last A day, ever. Watched Miracle in Track, kinda sorta not really. No one was really paying attention. I played cards with the XC people. I finally learned how to play Presidents, it's only slightly stupid. Played some ERS and some BS.

Math, walalala. We played Mafia/Drug Dealer or whatever. Dead Week is basically, 'let's play cards all day' week. Anyway, it wasn't that fun, since basically only the Mafia and Sheriff get exciting roles. The whole time, I was showing my cards to Alec and Rahil.  

Spanish, played ERS, Presidents, and BS with Andrino, Ann Marie, and Burden. It was fun, 'That's so fruity!' Aha.

Lunchtime, haha I played Monkey in the Triangular middle with Bradley, Annie, Sierra, and Burden. It was great.

Art, played CASH with my Nastassja. We're kind of ballers. The dress I was wearing was hella cute, but it was so freaking huge. If I was fatter, it wouldn't keep falling down. 

After school, HOSA elections. I didn't know it was a End of the Year party. There was pizza, cookies, and drinks. My speech was horrible, oh well. I didn't mind not getting Treasurer, since I'm already Treasurer of HSA. Played Mario Kart and Guitar Hero. Ate yummy cookies, and won an iTunes giftcard worth 25 dolares. 

Shakalaka. Went home at roughly 7PM, the phase needs to pass.

Finished up Sabrina's card, then knocked out again.

Baby It's You: 44

不安になるのは 心のどこかで 未来を信じてるから
Baby, it's you その痛みも いつの日にか 思い出になるよ.

There was the Awards Ceremony today, and the Tiger Dancer pinning. I couldn't go to the pinning, 'cause I was going to be tardy for 5th period, poop.

The Award's Ceremony started at 9:30AM, Holly and I got lost. Ha, we got side seats, my mom was on the opposite side of the gym. Basically listened to inspiring speeches, and stood when the number of our merits were announced. I had 7 little ribbons on my pinned name tag, it was really legit. 

They were the following:

ACADEMIC ACHIEVEMENT; Academics
FINE ARTS; Theatre (Art)
ATHLETICS; Track
SCIENCE & MEDICINE ACADEMY; Medicine ACADEMY (Oh you PTSA and your typos)
SCHOOL ORGANIZATIONS; HOSA (Speech & Debate)
COMMUNITY SERVICE; TIS (Tigers In Service)
TEACHER RECOGNITION; ?Reflections

I'm not sure what Reflections matched up with, so I'll assume that it matched with Teacher Recognition. It was pretty legit, despite that the PTSA sufficiently screwed up the ribbon orders and matchups, and many of the people with last names beginning with a letter on the back end of the spectrum didn't receive some of their ribbons because of insufficient stock. 

But yes- it was still legit. 7 ribbons was the most out of the Class of `13 (Not the Class of  `10, silly, silly). Ha, bragging rights? I think yes.

Afterwards, we went back to Ms. Ramos', and just chilled. English, that essay is ruining my life. By far. Ah, Holly. I wish I was her in her black Billabong dress, because then I'd be done with my essay.

Just played a review game, there were a lot of unnecessary things that happened.

Biology, free day. 8th period had the highest average, so, being the ballers that we are, we got a free day. Not like a Dead Week free day, a, everyone brings mountains of food and Wii's kind of free day. Haha, it was fun. We played cards, and ate Sour Gummy worms. Half of Mr. Coleman's class practically came. It was fun. 

Ms. Schroeder's going away party after school, there was pizza and soda. Everyone stood up and gave a speech of their favorite memory of Schroeder. There were lotsa tears, and lotsa photos.

Another day where I knocked out upon my arrival home.

Natsu No Hana: 43

* あの空に咲いた夏の花
風に舞いながら落ちてく
君と見てた　ふたりで夢見てた
瞬間が　永遠だった

Drama club, discussed hot seniors, and swimmer abs.

Track a lack. Started watching Avatar, I basically just got everyone to sign my yearbook, I had nothing to do. I ate all of Angela's snack, I'm a monster.

Mathmathmath. Took the test, I got a hundred when the 2 point curve plus the extra credit was added. Baller? I think yes.

Spanish, played cardssss.

Art, ate Sour Patch Kids powder, and antagonized Angela about life. Played MASH and ended up with a Carpenter husband who makes more than I do. Finished off the day by playing a morbid game with Nastassja's iTouch where you shoot dead people out of a cannon in attempts to hit the target.

Fever, fever. I couldn't go to the Theatre Banquet . I was so exhausted. After I went to the X-ray and got 3 shots of my left ankle, I knocked out. It was no bueno. 

Deux Tigres: 42

Deux tigres, deux tigres
Courent vite, courent vite
L’un n’a pas d’oreilles
L’autre n’a pas de queue
Très étrange, très étrange.

Tuesday's Tuesday man. Woke up extra early at roughly 6:15AM and got ready for school. Sabrina had Tiger Dancer practice, and took me to school since I had a Health Science Academy meeting. There were early-bird Asians and donuts. Glazed and Chocolate. 

I was going to run for Reporter, but when Erica was elected for HST Vice-President, I was elected for Treasurer. Sure thang, fam.

No time for speeches in the morning, I was kindof excited, too. Darn.

Geography, we didn't do anything productive. Wrote a letter to Sam in Aussie.

English, turned in my AP Card Questions because I was absent. Mrs. Marshall wasn't there. I didn't finish my essay, I kept falling asleep. But most people didn't finish either.

Medical Terminology, got the final review even though I'm exempting, finished it, got the HOSA Officer Application, looked over it, had nothing to do for the rest of class, started drawing for the first time in a long time. Boooooring.

Biology, decided to be productive and finish my 1 month + project with Mrs. Taylor to file her papers for all her years at Stony Point to assist in her moving to the main campus. Finally finished! I feel so accomplished. With the +1 1/2 Tigers in Service Hours, haha.

After school, Health Science Academy meeting, I was a total pro and switching the pizza boxes, but not refilling the cooler with soda. Ha, Grace. Working at concessions for Stony Point's Debate tournament way back when was most beneficial. 

There were two new opponents for Treasurer, but I still have the morning attendance advantage. I think my speech was good.

Stayed until after to clean up everything, and hear the final verdict for 2010-2011 Officers. 

President: Lindsay Watson
Vice President of Pre-Med: Joe Ramos
Vice President of AP Sciences: Josh Totten
Vice President of HST: Erica Gallarde Gacasan
Vice President of Vet Tech: Josie Fox
Secretary: Katherine Dang
Treasurer: Laura Chang
Reporter: Vincent Huynh

(: It'll be a good year.

Now I just need to decide on what I'm running for, for HOSA on Friday. Application sheet due Thursday. Ho hum.

Freakin' eff. Fell asleep at 6:00PM, just woke up a little before midnight. Pirate Bay's back up, wutnao.

Shut It Down: 41

Oh, can't nothing hold me down
I'm gonna touch the sky
Oh, can't tell me nothing now
Baby, I know how to fly.

Oh, Mondays. How you ruin me. School was school. Skipped track to go to Big MC's and do my math review/12-1~12-4 homework. Success. Only then I lost the review. Way to be.

Good thing Track was a free day. Locker cleanout on Wednesday, Movie on Friday.

Math test wasn't that bad, I got a 93 + 5pts for my review. Blahhh.

Spanish, signed yearbooks. I wish I actually had classes with most of the people I talk to. But I don't. Sucks butt. 

Art, M*A*S*H* and some malevolent game on Nastassja's iPhone/iTouch where you shoot people out of a cannon to accomplish all you desire. Twisted.

It was fun. I sat on Angela all class period.

Went to the doctor afterward about my constant ankle spraining. Getting an x-ray sometime this week. I forgot to ask about my toe. Darn.

Summer Love: 40

Can you feel the love in summertime?
We're in love and it feels right
Oh, now I, I can't wait for the summer.

Summer Love has been stuck in my head all day.  "Now I~I, I can't wait for the summer." Lazy Sunday is a joke, man. I have so much work to do. I have to do all the math homework, 12-1 - 12-4, the math test review, the Chinese Cinderella/Kaffir Boy crossover Thesis Essay test, and my AP Card Questions for F451.

That's all I can think of off the top of my head. I just finished eating, and it's time to get down to business. To defeat the huns. With ABC dramas playing the background. Walalala.

Here we go!

Talk Play Love: 39

내가 너를 지켜줄게 Anywhere you go
내가 너를 믿어줄게 Anywhere you go
모든 아픔을 지워줄게 stay in me.

Lazy Saturday is the new Lazy Sunday. I didn't do anything, slept in, blah.

Made Chelsea's birthday card, had Kate take me to her party an hour late, haha. I didn't mind though, we ended up staying an extra hour (to make up for it, not).

Sooo Chelsea's party was a lot of fun. I brought my camera, but I had so much fun I totally forgot to take pictures. ): Poop. We played volleyball, 5 Vs. 5 to 7 Vs. 7. It was crazy. Haha, it was the dudes + Sierra against the girls + Alec and Henry. It was fun, though. We kept hitting the ball over the fence.

Pooolooooloool. We would all jump in together, play chicken, and try to stack into 3s or 4s.  The stacking never worked. ): I was always the highest, and I always crashed into people when we all fell. 

Going on people's shoulder's when they get out of the water and jump back in is crazy fun/scary. Haha, the hot tub was always super crowded. It was also insanely hot. I couldn't understand how people could just sit there the whole time. 

Kate's Father and Mima got lost on the way to Chelsea's house, and so me and Kate chilled with Chelsea for an extra hour. We watched her open her presents (loads of moolah) and we say her room and media room. It was super cool until I decided to be super lame and trip and fall and get hurt and now my ankle hurts again. Marvelous.

It was major fun though. I just don't feel like typing down every last detail. LOTSA school stuffies tomorrow.

Don't Trust Me: 38

Black dress with the tights underneath,
I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth.

This Friday, I woke up at the same time as always, despite my coming to school an hour earlier.

My neighbor, Grace took me to school at 8AM, to go to the HSA Officer meeting. Presented Grace T.' s idea of splitting the Treasurer and Secretary position, success!

Still running for PR, walalala.

Took a lot of pictures at the A&M Field Trip! It was totally dominated by freshmen. We were separated into 3 groups, and after the orientation, we went to 4 rooms. 

First we went to the room where we practiced lifting a patient (Grandma) into the wheelchair. I was Dr. Chang, with my assistants, Dr. Ramos, Dr. TiFton, and Dr. Klumpp. After that, Dr. Dang and her assistants lifted the patient, Mr. Hocher. 

Then we went into a room with 4 patients, a Caucasian male, an African American female, another Caucasian male with gangrene, and a child. We worked on the female. We practiced suctioning, administering the nebulizer, and using both the oxygen mask and tube. 

Luego, we went to the Labor & Delivery room, where the mannequin, Noelle, was giving birth. Watching her breathe and talk was so extreme. 

We all took turns feeling her cervix, where the baby was crowning. Caleb delivered the child, where I cut the umbilical cord. I forgot about clamps and (theoretically) killed the mother once, and the child twice. 

Then we went into an OR where a patient was  getting some sort of surgery on his ankle done, my group missed the beginning of it, so I don't know exactly what the procedure was. Then we went into a large room, where we filled out a survey, and rolled around in magnificent chairs. It was fantastic, I took loads of pictures.

Then we left, and I went to Mrs. Moore's class to take her Unit 6 test. It was difficult, not gonna lie. I think I did good, though. I forshure missed one problem. I'm not quite sure if I missed more than that. I got all the bonuses, though. Which is good. 

Biology test was a hot mess, haha. My phone went off twice! I forgot to turn it on silent after the A&M Field Trip, since we were supposed to leave them on in case someone got lost. The brain teasers after that was most enthralling.

Went on by bus, I feel really exhausted when riding the bus now. I just nap and listen to music. Doesn't feel like a Friday, but who knows.

Once Upon a Dream: 37

But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once
the way you did once upon a dream.

Thursdaywursday. 

I started off the day as a bad friend. I was supposed to go to the main campus and meet Mr. Harper with Alec, Josh and Will, but my bus came late, so I got there at like,  8:45AM.

I was supposed to be there at 8:15AM-8:30AM. LOL D:

So I met with Mr. Harper, ALONE it was nervewrecking, then I went to track.

We played kickball! It was funfun. It was basically Freshmen Vs. Upperclassmen. We had some XC soccer ballers though, so we were doing alright. In the end, it was 8:9, we being 8. I ran 3 of the homeruns out of that 8. (:

Math was math, I'm relatively sure I bombed t he quiz, AHAHAHAHA I should probably do the homework.

Spanish, everything went swimmingly. The Phannypack drew me an amazing picture in my yearbook. It's on par with Wesley's.

Art, Sour Patch Kids, OMNOMNOM. The powder is DELICIOUS. 

After school, went home, fell asleep. Woke up, dressed up and went to Awards Ceremony. It was long and tedious. Half the people invited didn't even come. After I got my award, I promptly left to the Debate Banquet.

Took lotsa pictures there, the awards were just bogus. "Josh Martinez Award... Best Prank, and Kindness" I barely ate because I was taking so many pictures. Walala.

Went home, knocked out. 

Decided I'm running for Health Science Academy PR.

Blood: 36

I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff,
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough.
I gave you blood, blood, blood,
I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love!

So today sucked a lot.

I got a 100% on my Geography East Asia test.

Remembered to bring and turn in my textbooks.

Remembered and gave Angela her belated Birthday elephant, and Happy Card.

Finished Ponyo during class.

Stayed awake during the finale of Romeo and Juliet.

Got my exemption sheet, and my Middle School literature folder.

Was a hoss during the review games during Medical Terminology.

Completed all the work except the back page of the review during biology.

Got a nice amount of signatures for my yearbook. 

So why was my day ruined? Well, I called Scott & White about the Junior Explorer Volunteer Program, and why they haven't called me to schedule an interview yet, after leaving 3 messages on their voicemail with my nail, contact info, and intentions. And whadaya know. 

THE INTERVIEW TIMES ARE OVER.

WHAT.

WHAT.

WHAT.

So I say, to Miss Belinda Curtis, of how I HAD left messages. How I HAD received the email and PROMPTLY left messages WEEKS AGO.

And all she can say, is WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.

So I remain calm, ask her if she could make an exception because I myself, had done everything I was supposed to, and was presuming that the only reason I hadn't receive an appointment was due to too busy of her schedule. She repeats her condolences, and that the interview times were over.

I was about to shoot myself.

After she gives some words that would've lifted my ego at any other time, I bid her adieu, and proceed to having a meltdown.

I had no doubts that I wouldn't get accepted, or denied with good reason. So I had no backups. Had I known Miss Curtis was unorganized, and may I say incompetent, I would've applied for Brackenridge, and St. David's as well. 

... So following my meltdown, I looked up nearby hospitals, and their volunteer programs, all of which OBVIOUSLY have had their deadlines come and go. ALRIGHT. ALRIGHT. I quick printed a application for St. David's, went on over and died inside after being told their ORIENTATIONS had already been done. Talk about being slow, Scott & White.

Now I'm just going to kill myself.

And then kill myself again.

Way to make my Wednesday.

Fan: 35

You know I do
(널 사랑한다고)
내가 누군지는 몰라도
(내 머릿속에서라도).

I have totally been keeping up with my bloggers, even though you can't see any of the posts because they're all saved as drafts, because I haven't been able to finish digging through all the pictures yet to post them, walala. I'm still only 2/3 done captioning them in my computer.
Then I'll upload them onto FaceBookers, haha. (: I have the most amazing picture of Mr. G. It's super special awesome, walala. 
Track, we did relays which would have been fun if I joined a fast group. Nahhh, just talked to Angela about riddles. She's been stuck on 'Green Glass Doors' for lotsa days. Or, as they call it in California, 'Bobby's World'. Silly. She figured it out during Art, hahaha. I am totally the riddle masterrr.

Math, we had a substitute. Mr. McCarroll was out at a funeral, god bless (or something, says the Agnostic). We had a crazy substitute, an ex-English teacher at SPHS. Anyways, thanks to the sub, we didn't turn in the homework or do the quiz. She was very incompetent. She had no idea what she was doing. Her voice was making me want to kill myself. She kept criticizing Mr. McCarroll's handwriting because of her own incompetence. What a fool. She had no freaking idea what she was saying/doing. Got Angela's Ponyo DVD from Thoa. 
"Oh, then you divide it by z..."
"Miss, that's a 2."
"Oh! Of course, I mean, his handwriting is terrible. Then you put the 2 here because... you double it."
... Dividing isn't doubling. That's multiplying, you ex- English teacher.
Yeah. Then we had 40 minutes, so Alec slept under the table, and me and Tyler beasted it up in CASH. Fun fun.
Spanish, we took our last 'In Search of the Truth' quiz, which I got a headsup to thanks to my Missourian Cinderella.  Then we finished the last episode, to which I conveniently fell asleep to, despite my hard attempts to stay awake, which included drawing on the back of Holt's neck, and drawing bamboo on my hand. 
Finished the review loudly and with joy with Annie before class ended, woohoo.

Art, talking and antagonized Angela which she tried to sign yearbooks. Dumb yearbook faggots said Laura Cuero drew/entered/and won MY Reflections picture. Fags.
Stayed after for the HOSA Scrapbook party, I made 5 beautiful pages for the HOSA Area 1 Competition in Burnett. I worked with Celeste, the quiet, nice girl in art. She's so sweet. Haha, Rahil kept asking me for 'Chang advice'. My pages were super pretty, I also did the cover. There was pizza and soda and water. I didn't win Treasurer for Debate, but it's all good. I wasn't even there because of the HOSA thing. I voted by texting Colling, and I didn't even give a speech. 

Kate, Celeste and I were the only ones left finishing everything off in the end, it was roughly 7:30PM. We talked and chilled, it was great. 
Got home, and finished all the stuff I couldn't get done during the era of infection. I feel very productive.

Shewolf: 34

Mondays that don't feel like Mondays, walalala. 

Woke up today not feeling like P. Diddy. Felt more like a Wednesday.

It's me and Sabrina from the 8th freaking grade! I guess since I haven't uploaded pictures in forever, I forgot to take any today.

Anyways, I totally forgot like always to take Angela's freaking present and my Biology and Geography textbooks to school. New seats in Geography, Alec is Redneck/Missourian Cinderella. We started watching PONYO, the cutest movie. I started watching it last Sunday, only to have my computer crash and be all disappointing halfway through the movie. 

English, performed our Tableau de Vivant or something. It sucked. Slept during the audio of Romeo and Juliet, like always. 

Medical terminology, Mrs. Moore was disappointed in rowdy peoples' behaviors on Thursday with the elderly substitute. 

Biology, we were supposed to dissect a frog, but the silly company which stocks biology teachers statewide with dissecting material backordered, and therefore we had no frogs to cut up. Solution? We march to the computer lab and virtually dissect a frog. Wonderful. We had roughly 30 minutes of class left to do NOTHING, so the males of the class promptly went to addictinggames.com and played the silliest games. I watching Tyler and Tyler play some silly grenade game all class, then left about 5 minutes early to go to my orthodontist appointment.

There is A SINGLE TOOTH that is being silly, while apparently the rest of my smile is 'perfect'. Waaaaaah. So I have to wear bands for another month to fix the single tooth. (: I got SPHS colors: yellow and royal blue. Delicious.

Went to Diana's and took her copy of Life of Pi. You know, the beautifully annotated one that I borrowed last summer and fell in love with. Apparently the class of `13 has to read Life of Pi over the summer prior to Sophomore year. Delicious. 

I uploaded all of the HOSA: End of the Year Party photographs `10 on FaceBook and tagged/captioned them ALL. It was a time consuming nightmare. I simultaneously emailed Riddhi all the photos. But Gmail attaching takes freaking FOREVER. By the time all of them got sent, including all the downtime of my FF crashing, it was roughly 10PM. I felt really bad for sending them so late. ):

Then I uploaded all the pictures Mandy and Mrs. Maranto took at Jordan's birthday party. I was so tired, Sabrina tagged them all, thank god. I still need to caption them all today. aghasgkas.

Plus I have to finish all these bloggers! And finished uploading the etc photos.

Nothing I've Ever Known: 33

Nothing I have ever known - has made me feel this way 
Nothing I have ever seen - has made me want to stay.

Basically just chilled at home all day. I needed some R&R after this crazy weekend. 

So last night I got some of my super special amazing gorgeous beautiful ancient Hello Kitty Notepad sheets to carry out my master plan. One that involved no commas, and a Hello Kitty Notepad (Dean?) gave me on my 7th birthday. Well played, well played.

So, after I got home from Jordan's birthday party, I got some tape and taped messages all over my house on these beautiful sheets of paper.

I posted the first one on her Master Bathroom double doors.

"GO TO YOUR TOILET."
"LOOK IN THE SINK."
"GO TO THE TELEVISION (TV)."
"LOOK IN THE REFRIGERATOR."
"LOOK IN THE DISHWASHER."
"WHERE ARE THE CUPS?"
"LOOK IN THE RED BOX ON THE LIVING ROOM GLASS TABLE."

Where there was a Gold Heart necklace with Sapphires and Diamonds with a hand painted card. It was delicious.

She loved it, I totally fooled her into thinking I hadn't gotten her anything this year. (:

I slept the rest of the day, a glorious 2471927491 hour sleep. Watched some UP, and some Avatar. Finished Angela's BELATED birthday present, and finished the cleanup for my computer. All in all, today was a productive, lazy day. (: 

It's also my beloved piggy, SABRINA'S BIRTHDAY! Woohaa. (: I sent her a marvelous Happy Birthday message through FaceBook, I was also the (perfectly timed) last person to say Happy Birthday on the date of her actualy birthday. Oh skillz, brah.

Knocked out at home, finished up with NeonFx, and cleared and got the okay for my computer! Finally. It was roughly 4AM when I went to bed, decidedly too late to stay up an coherently email the HOSA End of the Year photographs to Riddhi.

Taishou.a: 32

罪があるのは諦めているから
罰があるのは求めすぎるから

Busy, busy Saturday. 

Woke up at 8AM, and took an hour long shower, yay. 

Sometime later, my neighbor called, and told me that she couldn't take me to the HOSA party at Old Settler's. Poo. So I asked Kate, my knight in shining armour to take me. Her grandmother is a sweetheart. 

We got there about 30 minutes late, but it was all good.  We played on the playground and swings and just chilled for a while. After eating, we walked around the Old Settler's Trail, and (I) took pictures of everything! I still have to upload all the pictures, but I'm not going to connect any external drives into my computer until I have the okay that my computer is clear of infection. Almost there, though. We're just double checking right now to see if there are any malicious leftovers.

Was originally going to have Kate take me home, but Sabrina said she was almost there. Asked Sarah to drop me off at the Old Settler's Entrance. Her dog, Riley, is so precious with his Puppy Whip. 

Watched Iron Man 2 with Sabrina, it was her turn to pay for the ticket. The lady said it'd be crowded, but we blew her off. 

Hello. It was freaking crowded. Literally, there wasn't a single open seat available. And just as literally, we had to sit in the very front row right in front of the screen, because that was the only row with available seating. It took adjusting to. The first 20 or so minutes broke my brain and my eyes, which I felt the effects of, sometime later.

But besides the seating, the movie was baller. "You look like two seals fighting over a grape." Ahh, Robert Downey Jr. is too legit.

Went to Jordan's birthday party afterwards, was exactly 5 minutes late. Played Ninja, I won the first 2 rounds, then lost to Tyler in the third round. Went upstairs, learned the instructions to Pool. Played Bunco, the most ridiculous game EVER. I started in the VERY BACK table that was dark and scary and dark. All I wanted was to get INSIDE. Where there was LIGHT. I wanted to play CASH, but whatever, not enough cards. 

All the strain on my eyes finally kicked in during the final roll-off between Doug, Holly, Kendall, and Sarah. My eyes were on FIRE. Gah.

Just chilled afterwards, hung out with Tyler and played volleyball. Very relaxing. It was fun.

Went home a little after 12AM, there was only Holly and Remington left.

Went home and knocked out.

BLUE: 30

どんなにつらい時でさえ
歌うのはなぜ? (さあね)

Overslept this morning due to sleeping at 4AM trying to fix my computer, but still managed to get ready and get to school on my damn bus. Can't wait to NOT ride that dumb vehicle to school everyday.

During Geography we went outside to the SP9 parking lot to tally cars. We had to tally which country our poor, impoverished teachers' cars were made in. Then we loitered outside for the rest of class. It wasn't that glorious; I had allergies.

English, we basically had only one thing to do on the agenda, and it wasn't even finished because of Mrs. Marshall's ramblings, good lord. 

Speaking of Mrs. Marshall, we're getting out exemption sheets next Wednesday during her class. Apparently, the faculty doesn't provide any indication on the exemption sheets of whether or not we have exempted the class previous; despite the rule in place that we may only exempt a specific class once a school year. I'm definitely exempting Math and Spanish, I'm definitely taking Biology and Geography. I want to exempt English again, and try to sneak it under her nose, but Mrs. Marshall is the kind of person who freaking manually check her computer for whether or not my (closed) option for exempting her class still existed. Just because that's her. She also still hasn't finished grading out persuasive essays. It's been over a month. What else do I say...

We had a substitute in Mrs. Moore's class. It didn't go well. My class was as rowdy and rambunctious in the presence of such an old substitute as could be. It wasn't pleasant.

Dissected a starfish in Biology! Groups were random, I was in a group with Irene and Teresa. I did most of the work, with Teresa lending a helping hand whenever I felt prude for dominating the experiment. It was just as well, Irene looked on the edge. I'm not going to lie, it was pretty darn fun pricking myself on the scales of the starfish, while carefully cutting/peeling the skin back to expose the digestive glands- which I just scooped out. Starfish mush. It's delicious.

Since I overslept, I totally forgot my $15 for my Theatre Banquet ticket. I quickcalled my mother to bring the money to the main campus. After school, I ran over and paid Sunshine after school, and came home triumphant. 

My computer was still a mess by then, and the gmer scan kept failing... I finally got it to work and used the ComboFix to work on it, and just when the ComboFix seemed to have finished- it didn't. My firewall kept blocking a basic component of it, and when I disabled the firewall to let it pass without interference, I accidentally bumped my 'D' key, and the ComboFix disappeared. Panicked, I told NeonFX whose reply I patiently waited for for a good... 3 hours? Yes. I went to bed at 2AM because of this, after starting my computer up at 9PM. God I miss uploading pictures and such. 

Poker Face: 31

Just like a chick in the casino,
Take your bank before I pay you out,
I promise this, promise this,
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous.

Overslept, but still managed to pack some textbooks to turn in, the receipt for the check that I paid my yearbook with as proof, as well as some canned goodies for the HOSA SP9 Canned Food Drive. Walalala, it was heavy. 

Talked to the Angelar all track period about dying and birthdays after lifting, then slept during math.

'Talked' with Annie during Spanish by taking turns writing secret messages on Holt's back. I keep forgetting what the Spanish word for 'about' is. Drat my flat.

During lunch I ran a lot. Ran to Main Campus to get my Yearbook.

Ran back to Sp9 because it was hot outside.

Was locked outside with Shane.

Ran to get my USB back from Holt in the lunchroom.

Looked at the yearbook during art. Starting drawing Angela a happy card.

Went with my mother to the outlet, she bought stuff at JCPennys. Still working with NeonFX to get my computer fixed. God bless him.

Got Angela a present. It's beautiful. Tomorrow is going to be a busy busy day.

I've been hiccuping for the past 4 hours. It sucks, and it hurts.

MIROTIC: 29

넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어 날수 없어

Couldn't shower out of fatigue last night, so I woke up at 6 and took a shower this morning. It only took 15 minutes, and I went downstairs to eat, and get ready for school. It didn't take long, so I went ahead and did my math review for the test today, that I was too lazy to complete last night.

Took the math test and got a 106! Golfclap, golfclap.

I went to the Drama club meeting this morning, and got the Theatre Department Banquet invitation for May 19th, delish. The $15 ticket is due tomorrow.

Someone stole my clay Heart-piece for my urn in the storage closet in Art. Therefore, it's been put off indefinitely. Brooded all class period, then decided to take pictures. Acquired the best picture of Mr. G, EVER. Ha, Chris has hair like straw.

Tricked my mother to go to Bealls by saying I needed to buy a bra. Once I got there, I convinced her to look at clothes while I got her the diamond necklace. Then I got a dress. A cute one. I'll probably wear it for the banquets.

Came home to find a pleasant surprise. My Admin computer account was completely and totally infected with rogue malware. Downloadware in the form of: 'Antispyware Soft'. It basically ran rampant for a good 5 hours while I was ripping my hair out in chunks. Blocked almost all programs- from iTunes to Windows Task Manager. It even blocked me from opening regedit!

Stumbled across TSG Forums, and found NeonFX- otherwise known as, my hero.

Slept at around 4AM the next day working with him to cleanup my system. I'm taking a break from uploading photos so I don't risk damaging/infecting it, although I doubt it'll happen. That, along with my iPod.

Meat Market: 28

No, you'll never get away from me
Don't even try.

Jordan's birthday, one of so many May birthdays. It's ridiculous.

Changing Sabrina's card, good thing I have like 2 weeks to finish it.

Filled out HOSA Party and Field trip forms, hoohah. Finishing up corrections for Chinese Cinderella because of that darn 95. 

Watched Castle, buffering me some Ponyo, damn I really want to download it somewhere. 

Going to finish the math review after the Chinese Cinderella. Gah, I haven't cut the back of my hair in forever, the split ends are tangling my hair, it's driving me insane. I think I'm going to get my aunt to trim the back; she did get a stylist certification or something.

B day was B day. All my classes are bare; kudos to TAKS week and Cedar Ridge. 

Fell asleep during the really bad reading of Romeo and Juliet again, today. Joked about Mrs. Marshall busting into Ms. Ramos' 'secret tunnel' into her classroom. 

Geography benchmark was really odd, but not hard. Filled out all my notes about an hour before everyone else during today's lesson about the Female Reproductive System in Medical Terminology; wished I had an interesting book to read while everyone caught up.

Lunch, played some CASH with Doug, while we ate our pastas. Mine was really gross, so I trashed it. His looked grosser, but he kept on munchin'. Spent our 30 minute lunch beating Sierra and Chels at CASH. Fun, fun. 

Practice TAKS in Biology, Isaac switched seats with Irene to sit with Bradley. Tried to play ERS after we finished, but Celeri was being slow and wouldn't hand over the cards. Tried to play Presidents, but I didn't understand that stupid game, and decided to play CASH with Brad. It wasn't cool, he didn't notice my sign that he made up for me. Didn't get to play long, bell rang.

Stayed after school to help Mrs. Taylor with filing, delish. I have a premonition about the Math test tomorrow. I feel like it's not going to end bueno.